Here we are, school, yey. I take a deep breath before closing the car's door. I don't know why but i'm anxious, and really really anxious, but i am.
I head up to the normal place where my "friends" sit in the morning. When they see me, Leena hugged me telling me how much she misses me. Bruh it's the minimun, i'm the only good friend she have. I fake a cheerful smile as i'm hugging her back lying at her that i missed her more. She's not pretty but not that ugly. She have green eyes and short brown hair, a little nose and she's a little shorter than me. I'm 1m60.
And now it's the turn of the other idiot, Emma. It's the same with her I have the same fake reaction that I had with the other thing. But she's prettier than Leena, she's blonde duh!
They start telling me about their weekend thinking I care about their stupid lives and their stupid problems like what the heck?
The bells ring announcing the start of this journey. Finally relieved from them! The good thing is i'm not in the same class as them so i can take a break.
The teacher begins by a new maths lesson and i have to focus! I have to understand everything, every little detail. I have to pass and succes every single exam, for me and for all. I can't disappoint my parents, my dad and the family. What will they say if they find out i'm just a stupid ugly little nerd who doesn't have anyone...
No no no. Remember Abi, you're not that. You're gorgeous, you're smart as heck, with a lot of friends.
Yes yes it's true i'm this. As she's explaining the lesson, i try to full focus on this. Repeating the word focus, repeating to myself that i'm gonna do it. I can do it. I'll make them proud even if it' s the last thing i'll in my life. I'm the older, i'm the example. They expect of me being perfect wich is i'm not. But oh, someday, i promise i"ll be as close as i can. Someday i'll be prettier, smarter, and more popular than her.
I understood practically everything, i just have to remake all the exercices and everything that we took today. I have to!
The bells ring interrupting her from giving us a homework. I really like her, she's really cute and understand fully what a teeanager is. She always reschedule our quizzes if we ask her to. But the class doesn't like her, expect two or three that are from the trash of the trash, and the dirt of the dirts. And i'm surrely not be in the sams group with them, yeurk. What the hell, if i wanted being compared to idiots i'll be in the other class.
The class was tranformed in a ring the second the teacher left. What the hell? Why they don't be quiet?
You know that you like this but you have no one to talk to so don't do anything you will regret.
Anywayy;-)
I knowit's not that good but it'as actually 12 am so yeah. A rewrite will be started soon.
Thank you so much for reading this <3!
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Noyade
Short Story"The me that everyone knows, was not built in one night. It took ages and ages to combine every piece of me. It is a result of cries, laughs, shame, betrayal, deception, shatters, lessons but not lies." I think...?
