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꒻꒤ꋊꍌꅐꄲꋊ - Regret 🖤

Jungwon POV

I was finished with today's schedule when I got a call from my sister. "Oh, noona-" "JUNGWON AH! You finally answered! Are you free? Come to the hospital! Quick!" "What? Why? Did something happen?" I asked, worried. "It's grandpa. He's not gonna make it. Come quick. I'll send you the address." As soon as I heard that, my heart fell. My grandfather. Was dying.

Author's POV
The members were watching Netflix at home when they saw their leader take a call as his face turned pale. "I'm coming.  Wait for me." He made a run for his things before running out the door, to the hospital.

He quickly called a cab, arriving at the hospital in 10 minutes. As he figured his way to his grandpa's ward, he finally arrived. Looking at his grandpa hardly able to breathe, he burst into tears. "Grandpa! Grandpa...I'm here... Jungwonie is here grandpa," Jungwon cried out, desperately wanting to hear his grandpa's voice for the last time.

"J..ju..jung..jungwon ah," His grandpa called out. "I will always be watching you, my grandson. I love you," His grandpa calls out, before heaving his last breath. "no..NO! Grandpa! Nooo," Jungwon cries in frustration as he fell to his knees, in distraught.

That night, his grandfather passed away, in Jungwon's arms. Feeling depressed, Jungwon was at a loss. He felt empty, his pillar of support was gone. He was lonely.
Not caring about a thing in the world at that moment, he left. The hospital. Making his way back to the dorm, with bloodshot eyes, a very pale complexion, and a cold body.
Opening the door to Enhypen's home, everyone couldn't help but feel worried at Jungwon's state. As he enters, everyone was staring at his lifeless figure wobble into the house, falling to the floor, his legs giving upon him.
Everyone sprang to action, trying their best to shower their leader with love, but to no avail. It was as if they were talking to a doll, a lifeless doll.
Heeseung tries to start, " Jungwon ah, what happened? Are you ok?" At that very moment, Jungwon's tears seemed to have a mind of their own, and fell onto his face, uncontrollably. "What do I do now... I have nothing now," Jungwon cries silently as he tries to get up, finally able to with the help of his members, and got him to their room, Jungwon rushing in and locking the door, for some peace. And quiet.

The members were beyond worried now, but couldn't hold back by knocking on the door, followed by banging. "Jungwon ah, are you ok? Please, open the door, at least let us know you are ok. Please," Jay begged.

Niki being the genius he always is, kept contact with all his members' sibling's numbers. Niki grabbed his phone, calling Jungwon's sibling. His sister.
"Hi, noona." When Niki called, it seemed that Jungwon's sister was in tears too. "O..oh, Niki ah. Yes? Did something happen?" Noona questions. "Yeah...Jungwon Hyung came back looking sick, he fell on his way into the house and locked himself in our bedroom. Did something happen-" "Our grandfather just passed away, Niki ah," Noona explains.
Niki stood there, frozen in shock as he couldn't believe the news. Niki knew how much his hyung's grandfather meant to him, and if he died... He needs our comfort. "Oh no... Noona, all of us are getting worried about Jungwon Hyung, do you think you can persuade him to open the door? I can put you on speaker," Niki suggested. "I'll try...," she mutters.

Niki puts the phone on speaker, as he walks closer to the room. His members were puzzled, but Niki just rolls his eyes playfully and asks them to be quiet. "Noona, you're on speaker," Niki announces. The members had a look of shock on their faces but pat Niki's head in approval. "Jungwon ah, it's Noona. I know you can hear me, and it's not healthy to be cooped in the room, not doing anything, ok? The whole family is mourning grandpa's death, but you shouldn't take it too hard, it isn't your fault. You came right in time, right-" "But he's dead... I just want him back... I can't live without him..." jungwon cries, struggling to speak. The members then understood what was going on, and tries to help Jungwon to get out of the room. 

"Jungwon ah, these kinds of situations can't be helped. Everyone will grow old and die, it's the circle of life. No one can stay on Earth forever, "Sunoo tries to explain. "At the very least, come out of the room, ok? Unlock the door, let your members take care of you. And don't think about taking those pills, ok? Just trust the people around you and you will feel better." Noona tries to explain to him. Jungwon just sits silently in the room, awfully quiet as he thinks about his whole life, his childhood with his grandfather, more tears falling as memories struck him one after another. No words could describe the pain he was feeling, but eventually, he opens the door. 

Everyone watches him with concerned eyes, as he stumbles out to the dining room, collapsing into darkness. He was too tired. To think about life without his grandfather. 

Omg guyssss I know this one was really sad, but I could really reciprocate the feelings because my grandfather is dying too and he has been the one there for me since young, and the thought of him leaving hurts, but nature can't stop him from dying, right :/ Well, I hope you enjoy this, the new oneshots should be less sad than this haha Dun forget to vote ok? see yall on the next one :)