Kpop One Shots

Don't Say Goodbye (BIGBANG: T.O.P x Reader) Part 1

A/N: Requested by @G-Dragonlover and @Izanami_ Sorry if it's OOC! I don't know BIGBANG as well as other groups. Also, I'll do this is two parts.

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Your POV

"Hey, oppa!", I exclaim cheerily when I arrive in my apartment shared with my boyfriend, Seunghyun. I was happy to see him. I expect a response, but all I get is silence.

"Seunghyun?", I call out.

I still get nothing. Getting curious of his whereabouts, I check around the apartment. There is no trace of him anywhere. I sigh and plop down on our couch.

It's been like this for weeks. Seunghyun is barely here for me. We hardly speak anymore, and if we do, it's a short conversation, full of short replies.

I pick up the house phone and call him. I listen to the phone buzz until surprisingly, he picked up.

I hear Seunghyun's voice come through the phone, "Hello?"

"Hi oppa!", I say cheerily, happy that he picked up.

I hear him sigh, "Listen (Y/N), I'm working late. Bye."

With that, he hung up, without as much as an "I love you".

I slowly remove the phone from my ear and and lay back on the couch. I let's a teardrop fall from my eye. What am I supposed to do when I have a boyfriend who doesn't care that much about me anymore? I sit up, but pause as only one solution comes to mind.

Breaking up.

I shake my head, as if to rid my mind of that thought, but it stuck. Would he care? If I'm being honest with myself, probably not. He hasn't had time for me in a while. As if he would care.

I drag my feet to the closet in our bedroom, grab the biggest luggage I stored in there, and start packing my things. Everything I owned was soon packed away. I looked into the vanity in our room and saw all the tears I didn't notice spilling down my face.

I look down at a picture frame that contains a picture of us. Seunghyun and I were smiling like idiots, his arms wrapped around me. Looking back, we were so happy then.

I take a paper and compose a note to him. In it, I tell him everything. Placing it down beside the picture frame, more tears fall, a few spilling onto the paper.

I take off the ring Seunghyun gave me. It was his one year anniversary present to me. He has a matching one. They're couple rings, or in this case, were couple rings he got us. Mostly because they caught my eye in a jewelry store window.

Sadly, I place the ring on the letter and wheel the luggage to the front door. I look around one last time before leaving the apartment. I get my cell phone out and call my older brother who lives nearby for a place to stay.

"Yeoboseyo? (Y/N)?", he asks picking the phone up remarkably quickly.

I sigh, and ask, "Oppa, can I stay with you for a while?"

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Seunghyun's POV

I finally get back home from a long day at work. When I walk into the apartment, I put my things down and take my jacket off.

But it feels too quiet.

"(Y/N)?", I call to my girlfriend.

I receive no reply.

That's odd. She called me a few hours ago using the home phone. I walk around the apartment finding nothing until I walk into our bedroom. I see a letter with (Y/N)'s ring that I got her. I frantically pick it up and read it.

Seunghyun,

I don't know where this is going anymore. I don't know what we even are anymore to be honest. You hardly have time for me at all, and we don't even talk. It's like I don't really exist to you. I don't think we can go on like this. By the time you read this, I'll be long gone. But I couldn't leave with out saying goodbye, so I suppose this is goodbye forever, Seunghyun.

(Y/N)

I feel my heart stop as I finish the letter. I reread it, hoping this wasn't real. No, it can't be.

"(Y/N)?! Jagiya?!", I shout frantically running through the apartment.

No matter how much I don't want to admit it, she was gone. Not just from the apartment, but my life. I hold her ring in my hand and sob.

She left me. She really left me.