Kpop One Shots

Don't Say Goodbye (BIGBANG: T.O.P x Reader) Part 2

A/N: After almost 2 years (yikes), here's the long anticipated part 2! I'm very much sorry that it has taken so long, life has just been busy. Hope you all enjoy!
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Your POV

We sat in silence, slowly moving in traffic, the blinding light of traffic signals all that can be seen through the pouring rain.

"Why did you call?", my brother, Minho, asks out of the blue. I can tell he's trying to be casual, as if not to potentially upset me, but I can tell he's worried.

I sigh, "I just got tired of never being a priority to Seunghyun anymore. Work became number one while I became increasingly unimportant, so I decided to leave."

Minho, rests his hand in my shoulder and offers a sympathetic smile, "Well you're welcome to stay in my apartment with me for as long as you need."

"Thanks, I seriously owe you big time."

I reach over to give my brother a nice hug.

He smiles at me, a genuine smile this time, "Don't mention it. Just looking out for my little sister."

The cars on the road suddenly move from being in a standstill. I was relieved, yet saddened, that with every second, I was getting farther and farther away from Seunghyun.

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Seunghyun's POV

Emptiness.

I never truly knew that feeling until now. Here I am still awake at 3 AM, feeling like I had a hole in my heart, and I do. It was the place (Y/N) had occupied for so long. What the hell was I thinking letting work get in the way of our relationship? Just goes to show how easily you can take things for granted.

I clutch her ring, which I've been holding since I fell asleep. Laying in this bed without her feels empty. I roll over to her side, burying my ace in her pillow. It smells like the shampoo she always uses. I adjust my head to see the picture frame on our bedside table. Inside is a picture of me and my love, looking happier than ever. Oh how I long to have her in my arms like that again.

After moping around for hours, looking at that picture sparked something inside of me. I found myself out of bed in half a second. I'm going to go get my (Y/N) back, and I think I know exactly where to find her.

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Your POV

All I can do is toss and turn. All I have done for hours is just toss and turn, trying to get my mind off of the man who hurt me but I still love deeply. Why must love be this way? You know being apart is for the best, yet you still want them anyway. It's like a curse.

I gaze out the window at the pouring rain, thinking how perfectly the weather matches my mood, wen suddenly, a figure appears at the window. I gasp and hide under the covers, hoping the strange person outside wouldn't notice me, but then I heard knocking accompanied by a familiar voice.

"(Y/N), baby! Let me in!"

I slowly remove the covers from my face and approach the window. It's the man I haven't been able to stop thinking about, Seunghyun. I open the window to let him in.

"Seunghyun? How'd you get up here?" I ask, pulling him out of the pouring rain frantically.

As soon as he got through the window, he quickly put his arms around me, "I climbed up the fire escape of the apartment building. I didn't want to wake Minho up."

I feel comfort in his embrace, but I start trying to push him away. I remind myself that we are no longer together, "Seunghyun, you need to let go-"

"No, I'll never let you leave me like this again."

I stop trying to worm my way out of his arms and just hold him back. He is trembling and I can hear him softly sniffling.

"I am so sorry.", he starts with a shakey voice, "I should have never taken you for granted. I've been a complete jerk. What kind of guy ignores the woman he loves? I'm such an idiot. I know I've hurt you, and a simple "I'm sorry" will never be enough. If you're open to forgiving me, please, come back to me. I miss you."

I gently pry his arms off of me and take his hands in mine, "I do agree that you've been an idiot, and I won't forgive you just yet, but I am willing to."

He cracks a small smile and chuckles at my honesty. I wipe away the tears that have spilled down his face, and pull him down to kiss his cheek. This clearly did not satisfy him as his gently held my face and gave me a tender kiss on the lips. He puts his hand in his jacket pocket and fishes out my ring, the one that matches his.

"Before I forget, this belongs to you, my dear."

I slide the ring back on my ring finger, never feeling more satisfied in my life.

"I love you so much.", he whispers, gazing deeply into my eyes.

"I love you too."

Seunghyun removes his jacket and we crawl into bed together, holding each other close. He presses a light kiss to my temple.

"One more thing. Don't say goodbye like that ever again."

"I won't", I say stroking his hair, "What do you think Minho will think when he finds you here?"

"Don't worry about it for now, we can explain when the sun is up."

So we lay there, me wrapped in his arms, once again content together just like in the photo on our bedside table.