∈Chapter 25∋

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A/N~ Long chapter enjoy ^^

ΞP.O.V Asuka Kimura Ξ
I clenched my palm into fists, my gaze became a bit blurry as wide eyes and hanging jaws were everywhere. In front of me stood the one person who seemed like she wanted to kill me right there and then. I hated myself for even telling her, my heart was beating so quickly it seemed that it was ready to explode out of my chest. My eyes felt like they were becoming puffy and my cheeks felt like they were on fire. The world around me became blurry, but somehow I managed to stay or look in perfect condition.
"You don't deserve to cry. Not a single tear." She whispered to me, as I sensed every bit of hatred fall out on to me as she continued. "You don't deserve to be a Kimura, no not at all." She finished dryly as she shook her head in disapproval. Come on Sakiko I know you still have things to say. Let it explode out from you and wait until I prove to you how much of a shit family they really were.
"They loved you." She sniffed as if she knew everything, that line alone almost set me off to spill everything but I want her to look like a fool. Yuma who was once laying down on the arm of the sofa was now sitting up straight listening intently to Sakiko's and I is conversation, of course I wouldn't blame him. I flattened out my palms on my knees and took them off I placed my elbows on my lap as I entwined my fingers together and lowered my chin to have a good view of Sakiko's quivering body.
"You don't know a thing." I plainly. Stated as I locked gazes with her eyes.
"Who were those men then?" She shot back driving me in a corner to give her answers. I felt a twist in the bottom of my stomach a notch of guilt, hatred, and jealousy flew through me. I need to calm down, take a deep breath and relax. Having your emotions get in your way is nothing but an obstacle.
"Set up."
The occupation I held doesn't mean a thing to her, whatever I say may not matter to her. She may choose to be stubborn but that will not be my probably any longer. Telling her all this will clear everything and I will then proceed to leave her life once more as I planned. But can I really go on with this?
"Set up?" The man named Ruki questioned as he strolled over to Sakiko placed a hand on her shoulder and gestured at her. "I believe we won't interrupt you anymore, as you try to explain. Your story. Right Sakiko? "He gave her a look as if to say 'go with the flow ' of course I have seen that look many times when people want answers out of me. Except the only difference here is that I'm simply explaining a past she never knew about. A past she has that she doesn't recall. I kept so many things from her, I sinned so many times. I guess there is a special place in hell for me that I have yet to find out about. She sees me as a maniac and so I will act like one. So one day when she does come to her senses she will see that my decisions also pained me as much as it did to her.

"Your memories are back, as I assume they would be correct?" I began as I threw my head back looking up at the ceiling, I scratched the nape of my neck. And swallowed a lump in my throat, all things that I imagined that wouldn't happen...happened. "How ironic." I chuckled saying my thoughts aloud.

"They are....all of them." She told.

"Well then that's good I suppose (?)"

"Come on spill it, tell me why you did it."

"But promise me that you won't act crazy, and go insane like an animal."

"There are no promises to be made." She grumbled. As I took that sign to 'shut up and start'.

"Well then I suppose."

~11 years ago (Asuka) ~

The warm midnight breeze hit against my skin, my hair being pushed back a bit. I sat on the porch of the house as I looked up at the midnight blue sky were many stars filled the vast space. I heard a giggle from behind me as I immediately turned around. As I thought, it was indeed Sakiko. She gave me a bright smile as she waved a few dollars in the air. Her satchel going to one side of her body.

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