The impossible lovestory

A day at the Beach

The next morning they awoke in each other's arms. So they hadn't even really moved or they couldn't even miss each other when they were sleeping, so they held each other again and again. They looked at each other and Itziar said: "I want to show you something of the Basque Country today". Alvaro's first reaction was: "Nice, I've never been here". But then he said: "What if people recognize us and all kinds of things are said about us right away. We have to be very careful." Itziar understood that too, but she said: "I often walk in an area where very few people come, it is so quiet there and if you just put on your cap and your sunglasses, because the weather is nice, then that is really no problem." Alvaro looked at her, not wanting to disappoint her, and said, "Let's go!" and gave her a kiss. He pulled her body against him and felt her warmth flow through him. He would have loved to have had sex with her right now, but Itzi jumped up and said: "Let's take a shower, get dressed, pack sandwiches and drinks and then we'll leave". Alvaro laughed, that's why he loved this woman so much. So spontaneous, happy as a child and every time she surprised him.

In the shower they both let the warm rays slide over their naked bodies. They held each other and enjoyed each other's presence. The occasional kisses, but they didn't let it get into sex. They washed each other, their hands slid all over. But she held back. Sex was not always necessary, they could enjoy it long enough. At least that's what they both hoped for.

Once they were dressed and packed the things they wanted to take with them, they drove with Alvaro's car to the area Itziar was talking about. It was beautiful, Alvaro widened his eyes and enjoyed it to the fullest. Not only from the environment but also from the woman he loves so much who walked next to him. They walked further into the mountains, Alvaro was amazed about the ease on which Itzi walked up the mountains. He was tired already. Itziar laughed and said, "Come on, just a little bit more and I'll show you the most beautiful spot." They didn't meet anyone along the way, and once they got to the place Itziar meant, Alvaro was completely blown away. It was a small bay with beautiful blue water. It was only a short stretch, with beautiful white sand. The weather was lovely, so Itziar grabbed her backpack, took off a rug, a few sandwiches and a small bottle of wine. She thought it was a good idea to have a little picnic here. She sat down, held out her hand for Alvaro to grab, and pulled it onto the rug by her.

He felt very uncomfortable at first. If people walk by now, what are they going to say? But they had been sitting together like this for half an hour and they felt more and more at ease. In the meantime no one had passed by and Alvaro dared to kiss Itziar. It started with a small kiss, but the kiss grew deeper. Itziar's hand gripped Alvaro's shirt and caressed his body. Alvaro pushed Itziar back so they could both lie down. He slipped his hand under her shirt and began to squeeze her breasts very gently. Itziar began to moan softly, encouraging Alvaro to continue. His hand dropped and went into her pants. There he felt how wet she was, and he slowly moved his fingers in and out of her. She found herself too excited and thought Alvaro should stop. This was too good and she wanted to enjoy it for a longer time. So she pushed his hand away. Since they both found it uncomfortable when they were both unclothed, Itziar only opened his pants, took out his now grown sex and sucked him in with her mouth... His moaning made Itziar even more excited. By now Alvaro had settled down well, and enjoyed every minute of the way Itziar worked with her fantastic mouth. When he found himself nearing his peak, he wanted Itziar to stop. She first, he thought. He slid her pants down a little more for better access. First one finger, then the second, and the third went in easily too. Itzi enjoyed and reached her peak very quickly. Then Itziar continued where she left off and Alvaro also ended up in seventh heaven. They both adjusted their clothes and for a while they lay back together. Enjoying the silence. Suddenly Itziar said: "What should we do, we can't do this forever?"Alvaro sighed. He knew what she meant, his wife... it was still difficult for him, but he also knew what she meant. He couldn't always choose both women. He took another deep breath and said, "I know what you mean, but I find it so difficult. If I hadn't had children, I would have made this choice much earlier. The love I felt for my wife is long gone. She is the mother of my children. That's why I love her. But not because I'm still attracted to her. When I make love to her, which has hardly happened lately, I think of you". He looked a little sad and Itziar felt his pain. She grabbed his head with both hands and gave him a kiss. She said: "We've been together this way for so long now, I can't force you to make a decision. I love you too much and I don't want you to make the wrong decision." Alvaro responded by holding Itzi close to him and he said, "I don't want to either, I know I want to be with you, but it's really too early. I just don't know how to deal with it. We got to know each other at the wrong time, in the wrong place. But I love you so very much, I really have to make a decision, but I really need more time." Itziar understood him, but it still hurts to share him. She wanted him to be really hers. Apparently she still has to be patient. She curled up against him, it was getting a little colder, so they sought each other's warmth. So they stayed in there for a while longer. Enjoying each other and the silence!

The time passed very quickly. Soon the sun went down. Watching the sun go down together was so romantic. Alvaro felt a warmth run through his body that he hadn't felt for his wife for years. They sat up against each other and said nothing at all. That was not necessary now. Each other's presence and closeness was enough for both of them. They had to enjoy each other's presence every second, because it could be over in no time. Those thoughts went through Itziar's mind. What if he doesn't decide anything again and leaves me behind again, she thought. Suddenly a tear ran down her face. Alvaro said, "What is it sweetheart?". Itziar looked at him and decided to be honest: "I'm so scared you won't choose me because the choice is too hard. I'm so scared you'll leave me behind again. I am so afraid that you will hurt me again and that I will have to live with grief for months again." Alvaro felt her pain, but also knew that he couldn't reassure that everything is going to be okay. Still, he said, "It'll be okay, I promise!" They both knew that Alvaro wasn't going to make that choice just yet. Itziar said, "Okay, but let's meet now and then, see each other more often. And don't wait for months again. We have to find a way to do that. And if you're not at home, give me a call. At least I can hear your voice." Alvaro agreed. He said, "Okay, let's do that, I don't want to be without you that long anymore." They got up. Went back to the car together arm in arm and drove back home. This was a lovely day. No one can take day that away anymore.

to be continued..