The impossible lovestory

Making a hard decision

When his wife went outside, Alvaro was already in the shower. He was trembling with fear. He knew now that his wife was starting to notice something, even if she said sorry and that she shouldn't mind his business. He wasn't really sure what to do, but he just wanted to see Itzi today, he just had to see her. When he got out of the shower, his wife was in the kitchen. He walked over to her, put his arms around her and asked if she had taken a nice walk. She turned and gave him a kiss. The kids just came into the kitchen and saw their mommy kissing their daddy. Immediately there were giggles. Alvaro ran after his children, who immediately started screaming. "Come here, little rascals." He grabbed them both in his arms and rolled on the ground with them. Their screams got louder and louder as Alvaro tickled them both. His wife was watching. It made her even more sad. What did he do, does he want to give up all this?, she thought. She pretended not to think about that and yelled, "Eat!" They had a late breakfast together and both pretended to be a happy family. While they both knew that it might not be true at all.

At one point, Alvaro said: "I'm going to go to Vancouver Media later. They just want to discuss the last things. I don't know how the day will end it might take a little longer today, so don't count on me for dinner." His wife nodded and left the table to clear the dirty dishes.

Alvaro prepared to leave but first sent Itzi a message: "I'll be there in half an hour, I want you!" When he sent the message, he already felt the tingling in his crotch. What is this woman doing to me, he thought. That's when he got a message back. His phone vibrated just as his wife stood behind him. He didn't realize that, so he red Itzi's message that said, "I'm so ready, I can't wait". It brought a smile to his face. Suddenly he heard his wife behind him. He was startled, and she noticed. She asked: "Who puts a smile on your face again. I'm not the one anymore these days, so now tell me what's going on!" She was clearly not interested in nonsense. She stood across from him, arms folded, and looked serious. Alvaro felt his pulse go up, and felt caught. He said: "Nobody, I just read a message on social media and that made me laugh". He walked away immediately, gave her a quick kiss and said, "See you tonight!". Once outside, he didn't feel comfortable. He thought, these lies are no longer possible. This isn't fun for anyone anymore. He got into his car and sent Itzi a message: "I'll be there a few minutes later, I'll tell you later!".

Near the hotel he put his cap and sunglasses back on. He walked in and knocked on Itzi's door. She opened the door, but could see from his face that he was startled. Something was up and she immediately wanted to know what. Alvaro talked about how his wife started noticing things and that he should have admit it right away, but that he couldn't. Tears ran down his face and Itziar felt very unhappy as well. She grabbed his face with both hands and said, "Look at me! This is not fun for either of us. Your grieve every time you don't want to hurt your wife. If so, then you still love her. And it makes me sad every time you don't want to make a choice! We have to stop this and now for real!". He looked at her and said, "I don't want that, I love you like I've never loved anyone before. I can't give up on us, I wouldn't survive that." He cried harder and Itzi cried with him. But suddenly Itzi thought: No, I can't do this. We're going to stop. She wiped her tears, grabbed him again with both hands and said loudly to his face, "We're stopping. Now!". He looked at her in a daze and realized that she really meant it. She was so strong and may have made the right choice for both of them. There was silence for a moment. They looked at each other and realized that this was the end. Really. Alvaro said, "Let me feel your body one more time, let me love you one more time with all my heart and body. Please!". He almost begged, and Itzi wanted nothing more than that, but she also knew it would only make things harder. She stayed strong and said, "No, we're not going to do that. Go to your wife and children. Let's not make it any harder than it is already!" Alvaro grabbed her face, wanted to press his lips to hers, but she turned her head away and walked to the door and opened it. Her unspoken message was: "Go away, and please don't come back, before it gets even harder!". He got up, walked to the door and just before he got to the door he grabbed her, closed the door and pressed Itzi against the wall. His breathing was very heavy. He wanted her and he felt she wanted it too.

His lips found hers and he began to kiss her wildly. Itzi tried to push him away: "Stop!" she said, pushing her arms against his torso. But he continued with his wild kisses. Suddenly he felt her relax and she let him in. His tongue went in her mouth and her tongue wrapped around his quickly. This was good, and this was so nice. Suddenly Itzi broke away and said, "The last time, really the last time and we're both going to really enjoy this." Her last word was as if a brake had been released from Alvaro. He went wild, ripping Itzi's clothes off her body and lifting her up. He took her to the bed and laid her down. His hands went all over her body, squeezing her breasts. He was just out of breath. He got up, took off his own clothes, which immediately showed how big his erection was. Itziar grabbed his stiffened penis and put it in her mouth. She was eager and sucked his sex all the way in. Alvaro growled and looked at her. This was way too good so he forced her to stop. It shouldn't go that fast. This was the last time, so this had to take a long time.

He pushed her back on the bed and spread her legs. He saw that she was very moist and abruptly stuck two fingers in her and went back and forth very quickly. Itzi went crazy and started moaning loudly. He kissed her moaning away and continued with his fingers. Her moaning grew stronger and stronger, until she had her orgasm.

She screamed and then immediately cried, knowing this was the last time. Alvaro kissed her tears away and lay down on top of her where he immediately put his erection inside her. He moved slowly back and forth. He did it very lovingly and kissed her everywhere. It didn't take long for him to reach his peak, and then he fell into her arms. Also crying! He realized that they were made for each other, but that they had met at the wrong time. And Itzi realized that too. He raised his head for a moment, they just looked at each other, both very sad, but they knew there was no other way. They had a hard time now, so they decided to take a long shower together. They enjoyed the splashing water and each other's bodies, just by holding each other and enjoying the last moments without saying a word.

Once dressed, Itziar stood defeated at the door. Alvaro walked over to her. Gave her a kiss on her forehead and said, "I can and will never forget you. You are the most beautiful and special woman I have ever met. Never forget that! I will always love you!". She nodded, shed a tear and watched him walk out the door. That was it. The love of her life, just went out the door. She walked to her phone and wrote him a message: "Take care of your family, they must be proud to have such a loving husband and father. I will love you, always!"

Alvaro got the message just when he stepped into his car. The message was painful but true. He sighed deeply and wrote a message back: "Always!". He started his car and drove home, crying...

To be continued...