Reader x Gwen - forever

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It had been two weeks since that day I cried on gwen's shoulder but I felt too embarrassed to look her in the eye after that so I avoided her like the plague, did I need her more than ever? Yes but do I want to burden her with my issues? No.

Gwens POV:

I missed y/n these passed two weeks but unfortunately I can't force her to always be around me I wish I knew what I had done wrong so I could fix it but she won't even look at me let alone talk to me, I decided that if I saw her today I'd corner her and ask her all the questions I had on my mind.

Your PoV:

I was walking out of my math class when a pale hand grabbed my arm and dragged me into an empty cupboard on the first floor,
"What are you doing?!"
It was gwen she shit the cupboard door and got in my face,
"What are YOU doing!?"
Her face was angry and upset I pushed myself against the wall hoping I would sink through the wallpaper alas I did not she was in my face I could feel her breath it was.. minty,

"I'm sorry what?"
She glared at me her hands pushed me roughly ver voice raised,
"You're ignoring me! What have I done for you to ignore me!!"
She was right I had been ignoring her I was embarrassed for crying in front of her but I didn't think how it affected her feelings at all she was clearly upset about it and I all I wanted to do in that moment was kiss her and say sorry but I didn't.

"I wasn't ignoring you, I don't ALWAYS have to be around you Gwen"
I immediately regretted my tone of voice and what I had said,
She pushed me once more glaring at me but stepping back she opened the door, looked at me,
"Fine."
She left the cupboard angrily slamming it shut behind her,
I really did feel bad.

Tears pricked my eyes and I felt like curling up into a ball there and then,
I slid down the wall tears streaming down my cheeks uncontrollably I shook,
I was having a panic attack.. oh no I wouldn't allow myself not in school but I did I let it happen it was over in a matter of 5 minutes,
I went to leave but heard a similar voice outside... flash oh god I can't I backed myself further into the cupboard and found a door handle,
I opened it slowly it was the door to the rooftop me and Gwen had sat at. I left the cupboard sat on the edge of the rooftop,

Speaking to myself I said calmly,
"I could stay here all day? No I can't I'll get bored"
I sat wondering for a moment...
RING
the school bell..
I got up and decided to go into town I didn't have my skateboard but it was okay I climbed down the fire escape making my way into town.

Time to switch things up in my life.