Reader x Gwen - forever

6

The rest of the day was eventful for you, you made friends with dusty although just moments before you swore you wouldn't let anyone in but he was... interesting, he likes reading, poetry, writing fictional stories and is a big fan of Spider-Man ironically, I introduced him to peter but peter was mad at me for leaving him and may for two weeks, I understood his point of view so didn't rush into things I just let him be.

"Hey y/n! I got a note for you"
I admit I used to use the boy as a sort of minion when I first met him but now he's actually one of the best friends I've ever had,
"What's it say dust?"
He sighs and reads the note clearly he proof read it before saying anything but I didn't mind,
"Dear y/n,
I know we've not been on good terms for the last month but if you will please meet me under the bleachers on the football field at lunch.
Love Gwen x"
He looked up at me with those wide eyes that makes him seem like a child,
"I guess I'll have to go sorry dust, you can stay with Pete if you like ey?"
He nodded understanding the situation I had told him all about Gwen and he is one of our biggest shippers now apart from myself that is, I wasn't mad at her I never was I just distanced myself changed for the better,
Though dusty softened me to my old self a bit more I kept the cool new look and still pushed some kids over in the hallway.

I waved dusty goodbye and went towards the bleachers where I saw Gwen sitting politely with her legs together fiddling with her hands nervously, I sat down next to her and just admired her for a while none of us talking I wanted to talk to her of course I just couldn't without explaining why I ditched her for two weeks then ignored her for another 2 weeks,
"Hi y/n"
She was really nervous, her voice was small and worrying, you could tell she was afraid I would hurt her or something stupid like that I couldn't stand it so I just hugged her tightly her shoulders tensed but soon relaxed into the hug,
"I missed you..."
That's all that had been said for a while just holding each other for a good 5 minutes then she finally spoke,
"I'm sorry if I said something wrong I-"
I cut her off with wide eyes,
"No no no you didn't it was me I got scared of attachment and distanced myself a bit too much..."
We looked at each other just looked then I told the truth...
"I was scared.. I had showed my emotional and vulnerable side to you after only knowing you a week or so maybe a little more and I felt.. weak"
She looked at me and without a thought pulled me up and dragged me outside the school gates laughing wildly we ran through town being crazy teenagers we were supposed to be like two best-friends in a cheesy high school chick flick movie, I don't know what came over me but it was the happiest I had felt in a long long time.

Suddenly it started pouring with rain it really was a cheesy movie now, we were soaked in the middle of a closed off road just standing there looking at each other laughing her face looked full of joy she was so pretty her smile was capturing her eyes caught the sunset light everything about her in that moment was a dream come true, I could've kissed her right there, but i didn't I kept that feeling to myself and just watched her as she enjoyed the thunder and rain watching the sun set and clouds clear away leaving stars in the night sky.

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I had got home around 7pm which wasn't late but the sun had set into night by then I kicked off my shoes feeling the rain drops from my hair drip down my back I shivered and laughed to myself,
"MUM IM HOME!"
no answer came back to me,
"PETER?"
I went up to peters room sure enough he wasn't their he had avoided me for two weeks after I came back at first he was happy to see me then he started to resent me for leaving which was understandable I would resent him if he did that so of course he wasn't here but mother should be back from work by now...
"MOTHER? YOU OKAY?!"
I go across the hall to her bedroom, open the door slowly knocking lightly three times, she was in her bed which was unusual for mum but I guess she must of had a hard day, I went over to her shaking her lightly,
"Mami? time to awake mama I've ordered food in it'll be here soon"
I shook her again nothing came no movement no sound nothing, I started to worry panicking I shook her a little more roughly,
"mami? MUM!"
I touched her hand it was cold as ice,
No no it can't be...
I grabbed her body and pulled her against me dragging her onto the floor clinging to her in my arms, tears started streaming down my face, she can't be gone I needed her peter needed her WHERE THE FUCK IS PETER!! I continued to cling onto her body crying and screaming at the top of my lungs,

Footsteps raced up the stairs peter swung open the bedroom door, his eyes spotted me holding my mummy, his aunt may I could practically hear his heart stop although I could barely hear anything over my crying and own heartbeat, he didn't move closer he just stood there watching... observing.