Wow. I started writing this during 2016 ish... I guess and the last part was updated on 27 April 2019. Wow, thats a very long time. A very long time and a lot of things have changed since from where do I begin. From where do I literally begin. First of all when I read what I have wrote previously I feel a mix of emotions. Was I being dramatic? I was really sad. Or was I really drowning in self pity, or may be I was naive and I had no hopes for me. Right now, as I look back I feel like may be I did not have faith or the patience. Today is 23rd January 2022 and guess what, yes I still have the incurable disease, but I have been having a job since the 28 th of October 2019, I have got myself more like earned myself and MBA and most importantly love has seeked me. Or may be I have seeked it. No, pretty sure that love found me when I was at my happiest. I still remember those days I had just finished my degree, I was so happy because I was finally praying, I was close to god. I met my half brother for the first time in life. We were spending time together I was a good child and most importantly I was watching BOYS OVER FLOWERS, oh shit, am I spelling it right. Whatever, you know the series and I was crushing hard over the hero of the series when someone texted me from Messenger, Hi there. Hi.... and two years later he is my FIANCE! YOUR GIRL IS GOING TO GET MARRIED. lol.
