I spend more nights healing, less nights chillin
Harder to speak your mind when you know you the villain
Keep ya mouth shut , closed off cuz we ain't gone listen
It's crazy how life comes at you full circle putting you in different positions
You feel the deja vu
Wondering what you gone do
You think got a good thing going on bro this shit feels too good to be true
Fighting demons only to realize you the demon, who would've ever knew
It's whatever it ain't nothin new
I'm focused on this revenue
Gotta keep my head up, gotta make sure the rent paid when it's due
What she said wasn't cool, that shit had me blew
But I made me grew, consequently away from you
I ain't wanna do it, wish I could fix it but it's what I had to do
It's reality gotta wake up and be the man that I can be
It's cold world out here when you can't even breathe for free
I don't pray for others so lord knows they ain't gone pray for me
If anything they gone prey on me
Young nigga grinding out the mud so I can provide for my family
Gratefully, the next day comes by so I can make that happen
I done let so much build up I'm so close to snappin
I guess it's why I'm rappin, better than scamming or trappin
On to the next subject, I hate that I ain't over my ex
Did me wrong but I wronged her first
Being ghosted or fuckin it up idk which one is worse
I pray for peace just off the strength
I'll do anything to keep my soul in tact I'll go the great lengths
