The idea of love doesn't entice me as much as it used to
I've been hurt and misunderstood so many times I don't know what to do
Should I turn my heart cold and put my feelings through
Or should I keep on loving harder than I did last time every time I start new
When I love I give my all
I proudly wear my emotions on my sleeve and maybe that's my biggest downfall
I dream of passionately loving my girl and worshipping the very ground she walks on
Got me weak in the knees ain't now way I could I even stand up when my feelings for her would be so strong
Im not afraid to be a simp for my girl
I just don't wanna run the risk of having my world taken to an unexpected twirl
Cuz when you love somebody you just love them
You don't judge, you don't hate, you don't hold their past to em
You embrace every moment you have in total awe that you really found your person
I dream of that, I'd be lying if I said I don't want reciprocated love myself
But given the series of events I've been through I'm prolly better off single soiling wild oats and bettering my wealth
I ain't want it to be this way, but knowing how dangerous and serious this love shit is. It's my only choice... idk
