Some days I wish I never met you
Most days I even feel regretful
We was kids when we first dated and when I look at it now the experience was overrated
I hate to say it because you the only one who loved me for me
18 dating a 15 year old it was common but it was kinda odd too, don't you agree?
Funny enough I got a feeling that at some point of time you told me to cut you off and leave it be
Enjoy life and enjoy being a young nigga babe don't worry about me
But did I listen? Of course not
You was the only bad bitch I ever had a hour long conversation with, you think I'm finna risk losing that over actual human conversation? Lol, girl you better stop
Long distance and never seen you in the flesh but it felt so real
Now look at me
Upset at the world and writing about how I wish we never dated even when we made that decision on our own
Then ya family stepped in and talking to you ever since then felt all types of wrong
When everything first happened it was cool as hell, we was going strong
But reality kicked in and that's when fate decided we should've never gotten along
At least not so well
If it meant holding your hand I was more than willing to go to hell... and back
But if I had the chance to do it all over again I wouldn't have took there with you to keep it a stack
Never would've sent that DM
5:59 PM
Hey how you doing my name is ____ what's yours? Where you say you from again?
Attitude and resentment on 10 and it ain't even your fault
I just wish I was a young nigga again enjoying his youth
Not putting my life experiences on halt
Now that we grown we just supposed to see each other and act like none of that happened?
Shorty you got a whole ass nigga right now and I'm still upset at the world
I'm lying out my ass when I say I wanna see you straight up cappin
It is what it is, just wish things could be different
