I don't feel like enough
I look at my friend who's in much better shape than me, more attractive, more everything and then there's me
It's so unfair and so cruel to talk so low of myself but I guess that's how it be
It's how it be when I wanna be that nigga too
I want the random girl I could have at any given moment just by a simple dm slide
A bad bitch from my job on our break together fuckin in the back of my ride
Laughing with my many friends talking about my favorite slip and slide
To say I'm frustrated is an understatement
It's laughable
Another blah blah blah I can't get bitches rant
I'm not in shape so I feel insecure about myself
I need to vent because nobody listens or understands blah blah blah
I just feel so low of myself bro. So low in ways I never imagined
Is this how we measure value in a man? Fucking girls reckless lined up and blowing money just to say it happened?
Nah man it gotta be more than this... I feel like it is... I know it is.... But I want the other shit too
Constantly being stuck in my room never experiencing life for so many years what would you do?
How would you feel?
I'm tired of being frustrated, I'm tired of missed opportunities
I'm tired of being insecure around the homies feeling like they making a fool of me
Tired of being tired
Tired of shooting myself in the foot and wondering why I can't make the necessary steps
Is it too much to ask for a nice body, fine ass shorties on roll call, stacks on stacks with a nice crib and a nice car
No fancy designer shit just somewhere that can take me anywhere I need to go be it near or far
I got problems on problems. Or maybe I am the problem. I'm just frustrated bro *sighs*
