Carry Me Through It

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Just another day of a lonely loner stranded in the corner
Duckin dodging feelings left and right like I'm duckin death from the coroner
Feeling weak in the knees but I guess it makes me stronger
Ain't no worse feeling than being down bad, fridge empty, broke as fuck and ambitious, talk about hunger
Isolation from the world and the girls I guess it's no wonder
Maybe it all makes sense
Holdin on to past tense
Lookin back tryna move forward young nigga don't be so dense
Young nigga don't be so strict
Take time but execute with all ya might for every chance that you get
Cuz in a blink of an eye, swift turn of events, shit can split so quick
I need bad bitch and another one, on my dick
I need sextapes with all the hoes man I need bout 39 flicks
I say that's bout 39 chicks, and even then it ain't enough
All the girls I tried to date be ran through and damn that shit so tough
The struggle of a lover boy who always tryna cuff
The demon in me rising up but the angels steady calling my bluff
Man I done been through so much, I'm starting to throw my hands up and just not give fuck
For what it's worth, it just might bring me the best of luck, I'm tired of feeling stuck
Tired of feeling blue, not knowing what to do
I ain't too sure about myself, so how can I be sure about you
A beautiful girl that's just for me, it's sounds too good to be true
Now I'm getting annoyed
My feelings steady destroyed
The drugs money clothes and hoes it's just a temporary void
My mouth quiet but my thoughts is nonstop, it got me halfway paranoid
I need to be in the islands by myself to drown out all the noise
Independent, fuck the labels, I can't let them play me like a toy
All I ever wanted was a baddie meant for me so we could bring each other joy
But that's a dead trail, ultimate fail, oh well
I'm starting to lose hope on love, I'm prolly better off in hell
But what do I know, sometimes I pray it ain't so
All this work that I done put in but it ain't nothin to show
I'ma just go with the flow, man fuck this shit I think it's time to go

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