I hope you thinking about me as much as I'm thinking about you
Sometimes I get so caught up in my feelings stuck in the face not knowing what to do
What I did was wrong but then again was it really?
All I tried to do was express how I wasn't comfortable with current circumstances and mindset, didn't expect it to end our relationship so quickly
To have everything so much in common even in disagreements is what stands out to me
So on point with everything from mindset, to health, and even sex. Lord knows it was about to get filthy
I never met anyone like you and you never met anyone like me
But because we was so quick to jump the gun and disrespect was shown in the end there's a tough reality I have to face knowing it's not meant to be
Safe to say that love isn't for free
It's very taxing if we're being honest
To work it out and overcome adversity no matter what is something I hoped could be promised
I guess not
I think about you, I dream about you, shit I even cried less than 10 hours after we split
It just makes me upset knowing I still feel for you. I really really like you. It's a part of me that still wants to commit
But why should I feel this way if you not thinking about me as much as I'm thinking about you?
After awhile you get tired and very selective on who and what you invest your energy into
I'm tired of saying it is what it is when I know I still deeply care
Playing in your hair, taking pictures of you everywhere, just to go home and hug me sniffing on my favorite cologne, getting in each other's underwear
This life shit ain't fair
So much for thinking we could be a matching pair
The way that we met and the way that everything made so much sense so quick
Silly me for believing that love was in the air
I could go on and on yet instead I should move on and on
To others who ain't you and you to those who are not me
Maybe I should bump into you on some random shit after I get myself together. Maybe then you'll see
Or maybe then you'll still go, I don't know
I just wish we didn't judge so quick and gave ourselves some time to grow
The damage is done, we can no longer be intertwined into one
Damn shorty, I thought you was the one that would bring my life fulfillment and fun
The other way around too frfr
*sigh*
