Mission Impossible

Chapter 21: Backstabbed

DAZYA'S P.O.V

"Dazya! Wait!" I stopped and looked at him.

"James.." James hugged me and I laid my head on his shoulder and cried.

"I'm so sorry Dazya.. I know you loved them.." I sat up and looked at him.

"They're gone James.. they're gone!" James put his hands on my shoulders.

"I know.." I laid my head back on his shoulder. He sighed and gently rubbed my back.

"They're still in your heart right?" I sat up and looked at him.

"Yeah.."

"And that's where they'll stay.." I smiled.

"I forgot about how touching you can be.."

"Only to a girl that matters.." I looked at him then looked away.

"James, don't do this.."

"Do what?" I stopped and looked at him.

"The whole I still like you game-" James grabbed my hands.

"It's not a game Dazya," I looked at him, "I still do like you!"

"I know you do James, but I'm currently in a.. well not a relationship but more like.. it's complicated.."

"So you've moved on?" I looked at him and nodded my head.

"I really like him James, he's the one and I just can't back out on him like that.." James sighed.

"Just like I can't back down on you.."I looked at him. He leaned in and kissed me on the cheek. I looked down.

"Excuse me.." I turned to see Thomas standing with his hands in his pockets. I quickly pulled my hands away.

"Thomas! Hi!"

"Mrs. Ling just wanted me to check and see if your ok," Thomas looked at James, "But it seems to me your just fine.." James looked at me then at Thomas.

"Um... well I think I'm just going to go inside then.." James looked at me and smiled then walked inside. Thomas watched him as he went then looked down. I walked up to him.

"Thomas, please listen! It's not what you think-" Thomas raised his hand.

"I don't care.."

"Thomas..." He looked up at me.

"All I wanted was for you to accept me..." he looked down.

"Thomas I do, James-"

"If you had feelings for someone else you could of just told me and I would of at least tried to understand," Thomas looked up at me, "But instead you went behind my back.. apparently you don't care as much as you said you did.."

"Thomas," tears swelled up in my eyes, "Don't say that! I care-"

"I'm done.. I'm done trying, I'm done caring.. I'm done with you.." I stared at him in disbelief.

"Thomas.." I reached out for his hand but he pulled back.

"This is what you wanted the whole time wasn't it? For me to just stop trying and give up? Well guess what," Thomas turned away, "Wish granted.." He walked inside. I watched him go in then looked away. What had I just done? I sat against the wall and pulled my legs to my chest. I laid my head on my knees.

"Dazya?" I looked up to see Calvin.

"Hey.."

"You alright?"