Eyes on You

Fiasco

NEW POV

Waiting is never an easy thing when what you are waiting for can either make you whole or destroy you into little pieces.

I was heading for his car when I realized I don't have his keys.Fuck!
I decided to wait on my Nong Polar just 5 cars from his. Tapping my fingers anxiously, I was never good at waiting. I am a do it or don't person, if I want it I'll definitely get it waiting is neither and waiting is unsure.
But I am waiting right now, waiting for that person.
I leaned my head on the stirring wheel groaning I have nerver been this nervous my entire life.

"Good Lord, why am I nervous" - New

Then after a couple minutes more I heard a tap on my side.
It was Off knocking at my tinted windows, I just smiled at the fact that he was peeking inside like he can see which by far I'm not so sure now as he smiled thru the glass. Stupid idiot tell me why did I fall for that face.
I opened it and there he goes going to the other side shotgun.
He was sweating and it looked like he ran from the way he was panting.

"God it's hot, it's hard to escape the crowd huh" - Off

Then he looked at me, with a concerned smile on his face.

" Are you okay?Do you want me to drive?"- Off

" Nah I'm okay, where to?"- New

"Your condo, Tay won't be going there after right?I heard he had prior engagement with Toptap and the others, they were asking me to come as well" - Off

"Yeah I received a text from him awhile ago"- New

"Yeah" - Off

It was quiet drive from the venue to my condo, we didn't say a thing. I knew for a moment if he'd say or do something I'd stop this car and kiss him relentlessly.
We were never the one to talk about serious stuff since we goof around alot and it has never entered my mind that I would be romantically attracted to him to the point of being jealous with Gun.
I knew he was staring at me I can feel him bore a hole at my face.

"Fuck!I need a smoke"- Off

My eyebrows arched up he only smokes when he's tensed,nervous or having an internal mental battle with himself.

"I thought you'd quit?"- New

"Not until now, I don't know why I badly needed one" - Off

"Hand"- New

I held out my hand to him the other steering the wheels.

"What?" - Off

"Your hand give it"- New

He reluctantly gave it to me, then I clutcher them with my fingers intertwining them together.

"Still nervous?"- New

He chuckled and shook his head.

"You know me too well sometimes it's scary New" - Off

"Are you scared of me now?"- New

"Yes I am really scared right now" - Off

"Wha......" - New

"Scared of falling more and more for you" - Off

He cut me off but his next words shook my entire core. If someone could look at me I'd be dead beet red as a tomato, making my cheeks heat up all of a sudden I can't process it everything so quickly.
It's a good thing I was still able to park my car after all that confessing out of nowhere.
We still held hands staring at the parking lot still seated inside the car.