Eyes on You

One That Suffers

"Tsk!"- Gun

Gun saw Off dashed out of the set hurling him sideways. While New passed by him grabbing Off's things lying on the couch.
No one saw except for Gun, everybody was busy doing things.

He stood up and dusted his pants a makeup artist hurrying to him asked what had happened as Off came speeding out the set. He just shrugged it off and said there was an emergency.

He sat on the couch thinking, he could just reveal it all to the management, to the managers, to their friends but he chose not to and he will not do so.

Gun doesn't want to see Off hate him more than he did right now, how he stared at him like he had taken away that one thing that made Off happy.

He knows, he already knows that Off won't change his mind but he was so persistent he even used poor Tay without the latter knowing. He knew New feelings way back, he knew what was the score between Tay and New from long ago. And he used it to make Off jealous to make Off hate New.

He was eaten up by jealousy and love for Off he never knew he was hurting everyone.
After a few minutes, Tay came back and walked straight right at me, standing in front of me with an expression of annoyance.

"What did you do?!"- Tay

"What?!" - Gun

"What the fuck did you do Gun?!"- Tay

"I didn't ... "- Gun

I was cut off when he grabbed me by my arm and led me to where he and New were sleeping a while ago.

"Don't play dumb, you .... "- Tay

He pointed his finger at me and he was so mad.

"You did something!"- Tay

"I did not do anything??!!! Why do all of you keep making me the bad guy??!!" - Gun

I used my teary-eyed act on him, he will stop if I do this it always works.
But the next thing I knew I was being pushed to the trunk of the tree, my back hitting it.

"P'Tay?.." - Gun

His hand slammed on the right space of my face I thought he was going to punch me. I closed my eyes as his hand lifted.

"I know Gun, I know everything. Do you think I am dumb? Hin is my best friend what he does, who he's with, and what he feels I know all of it. Don't make me ask you again"- Tay

Then somebody calls us over his facial expression change into a bright smile.

"Yes I'll come in a minute I am just talking to Hin about things" - Tay

I was hidden in the tree so the staff didn't see me.
Then he looked at me again, waiting for me to speak.

"Pet, you're scaring me" - Gun

But he never budged.

"I... I told Papii that New might still have some feelings for you" -Gun

"Goddamit!"- Tay

He cursed, he never cursed but today he looked like he is going to punch me.

"P'Tay..." - Gun

He moved back as if cut off from his thinking and looked at me.

"Don't ever use me, I thought you were better than that. But what you did was petty Gun" - Tay

"But I love Off, I love him so much??!!!! you don't understand because it was you being chased not the other way around??!!"- Gun

"I know full well Gun, I know it very well buy it was all too late. He was in love with someone else already. And I don't want to ruin that happiness that I once took from him. I thought you would understand as well, but you were... Tsk! What a petty fool" - Tay