Short writings, book one

drowning

310-tw drowning
i hate this one too

every star seems to pop out at this hour. the moon lights up the sky

red and white

a red trail of blood follows as i limp towards- well nothing.

i have no destination

maybe in the back of my mind i was thinking a hospital, but i knew i wouldnt find one in time, so i guess i just wanted to be away.

away from everything that happened,

away from whats about to happen..

the pain in my stomach is one i cant describe, Its burning like a raging fire that keeps rising each step i take.

I stumble completely off balance and i feel myself start to fall. Time feels like its going in slow motion for i panic. i fall into the river slowly, but even so, my mind doesnt even process it, until the water explodes everywhere, and iv already sunken down.

the water completely surround me, its really warm and at first the sensation feels nice, but my brain cant understand what situation i could possibly be in so when i suck in a gulp of air my lungs burn like fire, almost like the sensation in my stomach.
Red smoke makes clouds around me in the water as my body puts up no fight to help itself.

my body sinks further and further due to no air being in my system anymore. i close my eyes as i lightly fall onto the soft sand. i don't get to process my death or what will happen to me, my brain cant function any more from the blood loss combined with the water that has taken over my lungs. the last thing i can do anymore, is just keep my eyes closed and have my previously thoughtful brain, the one with an ocean of emotions, life and aspirations, be
completely empty.

all for us
euphoria