"Angelica-" Rue warned. Angelica tossed the phone on the bed. "What do you want me to tell you? What? That I've been feeling something for him and don't know how to feel about it or that I'm so scared about it and so far in denial that I can't tell my closest friends about it! Or-" she laughed drlyly. "That I can't even talk about it with him because I am so worried he's going to say he feels the same!" She exclaimed breathlessly.
They both watched the outburst in front of them worried for there friend, Rues hand outstretched passing her the Joint. "You need this more than I do." •
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They all lied on her bed horizontally passing the Second Joint. "So what are you gonna do?" Jules asked starring aimlessly as the ceiling. Angelica took a long drag. "No idea." She mumbled softly.
"You gonna tell him?" She wondered. Her eyes fluttered closed then back open slowly. "Nah." The girl was quick to sit up glancing down at her friend with squinted eyes "What do you mean. 'Nah.' You have to tell him."
"Why?" Rue asked with a content expression on her face, Angelica passed the joint to Rue. "Yea why?"
Jules groaned falling back into the bed "Because your made for each other if you don't tell him he'll never know." She explained. "How does Fez make you feel?" She went on, Angelica took a long Pausing before sitting up on her elbows.
"I don't know" She shrugged, "He— makes me feel free and I know this is a kinda cliche but happy, h-He makes me feel so happy that my mind forgets all about my problems, An anytime he's away or I leave him my heart sinks a little. he makes me feel loved" She confessed honestly. when she looked up Jules was starring down at her with a soft smile.
"Fez? Really?" Rue spoke up, making Angelica chuckled."Yes rue. really." She sighed falling on her back.
She looked at Angelica with her bloodshot eyes"Really—" Jules hand flew to Rues mouth muffling her words.
"Anyways," She enunciated glaring at Rue. "You deserve happiness." Jules sat up making Angelia mimic her action. "But at what Cost? What if it doesn't work and I ruin a relationship between us or what if it doesn't work and I loose one with ashtray, Or—"
Jules leaned down next to Rues Ear "Who's Ashtray." "Fezcos brother." She whispered taking another hit Jules nodded looking back to listen to Angelica.
Her head titled down words "—what if it does go well. My parents don't know him, Nate basically hates him-" she sighed. "It'll never work." She huffed crossing her arms.
"When did you start caring about what your family thought."
Angelica's hand reached up to rub her forehead. "When I realized Fezco could get hurt." She admitted.
Jules slid off her bed standing with her hand on her hip. "But what if he doesn't, What if he's Happy What if you tell him and you both make it work because that is what you do when you care about someone so deeply like you both do. You need to stop worrying about what could go wrong and think about all that could go right" Jules gushed with an optimistic smile.
