So much has changed since I wrote the last paragraph. You are now talking about a job offer that you have gotten that allows you to travel around the world and we may not be getting married after all. I was so excited for that too... I even did almost all the research for the papers we would need and it was nearly completed so things would run smoothly. You sounded kind of apprehensive about the idea of traveling around the world for the next few years. You liked the amount of money you might be making and honestly, I just want you to be sure and happy. It sort of hurts though because it feels like right now you just want to get away from me... but as I said before... I just want you to be happy. And if you are looking for a way or reason to not have to be with me... I really don't blame you.
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Love always, Jessica
Não FicçãoThis is all I didn't say but wrote down in my journal/notebook. I wish I could have said this to you, Miguel, but I was too scared. I was scared you'd leave, and well... I lost you somehow anyways... I love you.
