Tᴏᴋʏᴏ Rᴇᴠᴇɴɢᴇʀs Lᴏᴠᴇʀ Sᴄᴇɴᴀʀɪᴏs

Forget Me Nots (Takemichi x Reader)

(Quick question should I do a danganronpa trigger happy havoc boyfriend scenario's or a SK8 the infinity one? )

TW: SUICIDE, DEATH, FORGOTTEN

Y/N's Pov:

Love is a difficult concept for some people and for others it's something to fear. I wish I was one of those people it'd make this so much easier. Fading in the background while he stares at her. Sure she was beautiful but was I not?

I sighed putting down my head on the desk. No one would notice right?

The teacher droned on about the gradient of a line. He sat speaking to Hina...he never told her we were dating. I can't blame her for being so nice to him. God. Why does life hate me?

Finally after another 15 minutes the bell rang signalling that break was in action. I stood up, about to make my way over to Takemichi. The croud forced their way past me catching my shoulder or just blatantly shoving me out the way. Fuck. I lost him.

I walked out to the quad, sitting down at my usual bench unaware of who was behind me.

"Boo!" Mikey jumped out at me.

I smiled laughing. My best friend. He was the one who usually dealt with my rants.

"He forgot about me again. He was speaking to Hina.. Do you think their together?" I asked him, earning a small head shake back.

"I'm sure your just over thinking?" he said a questionable sound tone to his s voice.

I sighed sipping my water. "I remember when he asked me out he got me my favourite flowers, forget me Nots.. Kind of ironic isn't it.."

"You know what you need is a movie night again!"

I nodded in agreement. "I'll have to see you later again. My English lesson starts again."

~After school~

I was shoved against a locker, the rive of students pushing to get out the door it felt like I was being crushed from the outside.

"Hey Y/N!" Takemichi said coming up to me "You okay there?"

I nodded

"I came to ask do you want to maybe go to the festival tonight with me, Hina and Akkun?" he asked

Why not? Akkuns not that bad maybe I can make another friend so I'm not lonely.

I rushed home to change into something really nice. And I did in my opinion.

I walked out waiting to be picked up for a while only to be left out in the rain soaked. Walking there was an absolute pain to be honest my foot was cut from the sandles.

I found Akkun, Hina and Takemichi one I got there. I was going to go stand with them but I noticed Hina holding Takemichis hand. I could feel the tears starting to well up on the verge of falling. No. I can't cry not yet.

I walked over forcing a confident smile out "Hey sorry I'm late!"

"No problem Y/N!" Hina said smiling wrapping me in a warm hug. Theres no way I could hate her..

"We were just about to go and enjoy some mini games you can come join us if you want?" she offered

I nodded in agreement excitement welling up within me. We walked over to a simple throwing one. I was on a team with Akkun. We made a good one winning a prize.

He held a hand up for a high-five with a goofy smile on his face. I laughed high fiving him, as I held the Teddy with my other hand.  "More games?" I asked him getting a happy nod in return

We started walking to another though I had to walk being cause there wasn't enough room for us all on the sidewalk. Oh..

As we got to the game I notice Hina planting a kiss on Takemichis cheek smiling.

God I can't do this any longer. "Hey guys I kind of need to go." I say nervously. Fuck it.

I sigh not even acknowledged by them. Walking away not looking back I make it back to the apartment. God. The bathroom was empty so I walked in looking at myself in the mirror.

The tears started to fall. I'm such an ugly crier. No wonder he likes her more. I can't take it anymore. It's too much. I'm done.

I start to run a bath, adding I'm hot water. After letting it run for a while I climb in still fully dressed. Grabbing a razor blade from the draw I put it to my wrist.

1.2.3.
1.2.3.
1.2.3.
1.2.3.
1.2.3.

I kept that rhythm going. I felt a dizziness begin to well inside of me. Is this the end? I ask myself. I wonder what death is like.

~2 week later~

Takemichi's POV:

I stare down at Y/N's grave. Holding forget me Nots. We forgot her. I forgot her. God bless her. She deserved better...