Her last Breath

Wednesday.

All night long. A sleepless night. My only thought, once again, was her. But this time not sweet thoughts. All I want is her forgiveness. When I close my eyes all I can see is her bleeding. That breaks my heart. My girl. My world. I hurt her. I can't believe I hurt her.
I got up. I got dressed into some random stuff and walked. I just walked. I don't know what time it is. If it's night or day. I just walked. I needed to think I just never thought that I would have to hurt my bestfriend. The girl I loved most in the whole world. This is just bullshit. They aren't better than Sam. Those cocky sons of bitches. I never felt so much hate for someone before. I suddenly got to this park. An old one. It seemed like nobody plays here in years.
I've been here before. I know I have. But I don't remember when. Wait a second...

*flashback*

I opened my eyes and I was at the same park but it looked new. In front of me was a little boy holding his mom's hand. That boy looked familiar. I followed the little boy but I don't know which is this memory or why it was going through my mind. I saw two swings in the far and a little girl with long brown hair. Swinging slowly. The little boy ran to her. I followed him there.

"Hello." The little boy said.

"Hey." She smiled. Even then she had the most beautiful smile

"I'm Michael." He smiled pulling out his hand for her to shake.

"I'm Samantha." When their hands touched it looked like sparkles.

"Can I swing with you?" He said sitting next to her

"Sure."

Then I only heard laughter and everything became black and white. It all became blurry and then it's over.

*flashback over*

My eyes started to open. They were so heavy. It was all so blurry. Then shapes started to form. A tree. I sat up. Why was I laying on the grass next to the swings?
I sat on the swing. Trying to regain my balance. All that came to mind was the memories of Sam. Of us.
The memory I cherished most?
A beautiful story. My parents and Sam's went on holidays together. We were at this house near a lake. Sam sat at the edge of the dock. I believe we were 12. I sat next to her. Admiring her beautiful eyes. Their color was bluer than the water.

"So beautiful." I mumbled

"Yeah the lake is amazing." She said smiling. Showing her cute dimples

"Who says I'm talking about the lake?" I smirked and started to lean in. The moment our lips touched it was like everything stopped. There was just me, her and the now. That's my most precious memory. It's her. It always has been.

I got up from the swing and walked to school. Once I was there I leaned in against the gate. I was waiting for her. No matter how much time it took. I waited and waited. I saw the people pass. I just waited. Time has passed. It has passed half of the first period already. Then I saw her with her siblings.

"Sam!" I called for her. She turned a bit and her face fell. I started walking towards her but still a bit further away. She kept on walking.

"Sam wait up!" I yelled again trying to caught up to her

I caught up to her  pulling her shoulder a bit. She let go of Jack and Katie and turned to me.

"Sam. I'm-" I started

"No! Just don't. I thought you were my friend! I hate you. Never talk to me again!"

"Please listen" I begged

"No, I'm not forgiving you. You had a choice, your image or me. You made your choice... " she looked broken...

"Don't do this Sam." I felt the tears in my eyes