I also just realised that Bae Suzy was still in JYP during 2016 and so on but for the sake of this story please just pretend that her contract ended. (Sorry Suzy, I love you)
As you might have noticed by now KW is not included in this story. For now no one has solid evidence to prove him innocent or guilty of his actions. So for the time being, we can wait and see what time brings us.
Just to clarify the titles are written by me so it's might not make sense...
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Haejin's outfit:
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Haejin POV
English in bold
'Okay, now action!' instructs the camera man while Hyunjin, Minho, Changbin, Seungmin and I started walking while dragging our heavy suit cases. The boys all looked so relaxed on camera while I tried my hardest to look somewhat normal. 'Cut!' shouts the manager as we arrived in the lobby. We were then told to film another scene at the door. When the camera starts rolling again Seungmin knocks on the door. We all know that Jisung, Jeongin, Chan and Felix would be inside waiting to open the door while they filmed their parts. Life as a JYP trainee meant that nearly every moment of your life had to be captured on camera and shown to the rest of the world on screen. 'Ding dong, ding dong!' says Minho loudly while Seungmin pounds on the door agian.
'Welcome!' The door cracks open to reaveal Chan and the other 3 boys. 'We all gasped as we started exploring the dorms. Hyunjin covered his mouth in amazement while I just gazed at everything, awestruck. 'Cut!' says the camera man. 'Now, Chan is going to share the news of choosing our own roommates. For now, Haejin will have to share a dorm with some of you boys so please respect her privacy since she's probably really uncomfortable right now.' says our manager and he turns to me. I started playing with my fingers while I glanced at the floor. I instantly feel my cheeks heat up at their stares and tensed up. 'Awwwww, our maknaes blushing.' teased Jisung while I laughed awkwardly.
'Thank god that wasn't on camera.' I muttered under my breath. 'Did you say something?' asks the manager. 'Oh-um..ani(No)' I managed to squeak out while the others laughed at me. Before starting to film again, we got to take a break. I sat down and tried to picture what would happen. What if they are just trying to be nice? What if they don't like me? What if I'm just a burden of the team? Endless negative possibilities are rushing through my head. I feel so insecure about myself. 'Haejin? Hello? You still in here?' My thoughts were disturbed by a hand waving in my face. I snapped back to reality to find Minho. 'Oh yeah Min, just deep in thought.' I sighed and gave him a weak smile.
'Is there something I don't know about?' he asks quietly. I opened my mouth, hesitated and shook my head. 'Haejin, please.' he pleaded and looked into my eyes. 'I..I...I...it's just that I don't know if the others fully except me or not. Even though we've had tons of practicing sessions together and hung out plenty of times. What if they don't see me the way you and Chan do? I didn't want to tell them because I thought it might offend them, they might think I don't trust them but in reality I do. I worried because they might not trust me.' I said quietly. Minho looked at me understandingly. His honey brown eyes full of pity. 'I know it's overwhelming but you can give them a chance. I've been with them longer then you have and I promise you that they are just like family to me. he says softly.
'Easy for you to say Boy' I scoffed, emphasising the word "Boy". 'I can talk to Chan hyung about this, we can have a chat with the others in hopes of making it better. What do you say?' he suggests. 'Sure Min, thank you for always and I meant Always looking out for me.' I say and hugged him tight. 'Dance session tonight?' he added before standing up. 'At 7, don't be late.' I smiled at the thought of dancing. It helps we express my emotions, "dancing my heart out" is what Suzy unnie says. My smile grew wider as I thought of my Unnie. Last time she called was weeks ago, she also hung up quickly because she and Min Ho oppa (The Actor Min Ho not Lee Know) are going on a date. He and Suzy met during their acting career and got the support of many fans.
'Okay, we're back on filming!' shouts Chan from across the room. I stood up and put on a bright smile. Minho's talk has truly helped me feel better. How did I so lucky? After the camera man started filming. Chan, Felix, Jeongin and Jisung oppa covered their eyes while Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Seungmin oppa and I choose our rooms. Hyunjin went first, then Changbin, Minho and finally it was me and Seungmin's turn. We both took different directions and I decided to choose room 3. I cracked open the door to reveal Minho. I bursted into a fit of giggles and hugged him. 'Oh my god, really?' we said together and started laughing even harder. Suddenly the door flies open. 'Chan hyung/oppa!' we both gasped. 'Oh my god, so I'm the lucky person to get Haejin!' he chuckled and hugs me.
Time Skip to 6:45pm
Filming ended with everyone settling into our dorm. Chan and Minho oppa both helped me with my things and we helped Chan cook dinner (WeLcOmE tO cHaN's KiTcHeN!!! Sorry I had to). I'm currently stretching inside a spare practice room, waiting for the time to strike 7. Bringg bringg! I picked up my phone which was on the floor and saw the caller ID.
Incoming call from
Mr. Penguin🐧 (I think the ENGENEs know who I'm talking about)
Decline Accept
I chuckled at the nickname and picked up. 'Haejin noona!' I heard my friend Park Sunghoon's voice from the other end. 'Sunghoon-ah don't call me noona, I'm not that old yet!' I replied sassily. I just realised how much I've missed him. His smile, his laugh and the sound of his skates gliding across the ice. 'But I want to though.' he said in a fake sad voice and I could almost imagine the adorable pout forming on his perfect lips right now. 'Well you know I could never say no to you right my Penguin.' I chuckled while he cheered. 'Actually I called you because I saw your first video. You did great, I can't believe you still have that cat plushie I gave you!' he exclaimed happily. 'Of course I would still keep it, it's from one of my best friends. You know what I'm gonna say next, friends are the gifts you should treasure.' I say.
Suddenly I hear the room door open. Minho walked in, followed by the rest of Straykids. 'Um-uh..bye Sunghoon. I'm actually at a dance session so I'll call you later tonight' I said quickly. 'Okay then, you're doing great. Bye noona!' He said and hung up. 'Who was that?' asks Minho suspiciously. 'My friend.' I said simply. 'Name?' he pressed. 'Park Sunghoon.' was my reply. 'That ice skater?' he questions. 'Yeah, why?' I said. 'Didn't you used to crush on him?' he teases. 'Duh, that was years ago. I like older boys now.' I groaned. 'Like me?' he asks cockily. 'When I just said earlier that I was lucky to have a friend like you, here you are trying to annoy me with your horrible flirting. I honestly doubt that any girl would want to even look at you. I rolled my eyes at him.
'You are right now.' he states matter of factly. 'Lee Minho I swear if you-' I started. 'Okay okay, surrender!' he says in a dramatic voice while the rest fo Straykids died in laughter. 'Wow, you guys are surely something!' Wheezed Jisung. 'Why would comedians exist when we literally have you guys?' said a laughing Felix. 'But seriously though I never thought Haejin would be the kind to scream at hyung.' commented Jeongin. 'Okay okay calm down everyone, now let's start with the group meeting Minho called for!' clapped Chan over the chaos which is quite common for us. 'Group meeting? I thought we were having a late night practice session.' I said, very confused. 'Minho hyung said that so you would actually come.' piped up Seungmin. 'Snitch.' whisper shouts Minho.
'Well, let the meeting start!' begins Chan. 'We all wanted to ask a question Haejin.' He stopped and they look at me.
