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Noah Sullivan
June 30, 2021 at 9:20 PM
Emery:
Noah, hindi mo naman kailangang gawin yun
i told you it's okay for me kung kayo ng babaeng yun ang mag-partner, naiintindihan ko naman ng lubusan iyon at hindi kita pinagkakait dahil parte rin naman ng pag-aaral mo
Noah:
hindi babe
dapat lang na ipagpalit ko sya sa iba
Emery:
Noah, ang sama mo!
Noah:
can't you see? She's been trying to hit on me! She even tried to get me drunk and kiss me!
I know you were hurt, and it bothers me that you can't complain, or even speak up about it
bakit??
Emery:
because i trust you
and that's one thing i've learned from you
I trust you enough not to consider quitting especially since I know that love is worth sacrificing rather than abandoning
I trust you and so i don't mind the pain dahil hindi mo naman intensyong iparamdam iyon sakin
Noah:
babe
kung may dapat man akong ipagpasalamat ng sobra na naitulong mo sakin
yun yung tinuruan moko kung paano at ano ang pakiramdam ng magmahal
with you, I can't just feel love but I can also feel courage to take risks, to stay true to that feeling even when life throws us a curve ball, to stay true to you despite obstacles, to still try to fix everything, to still be willing to sacrifice and give in to some things, to still accept flaws, imperfections, and mistakes
Emery:
and to still love... despite everything
Noah:
i'm sorry babe
Emery:
Noah, i told you it's okay
wag mo ng isipin yun, naiinis lang ako sa sarili ko
Noah:
babe
Emery:
hmm??
Noah:
thank you
Emery:
i don't know for what
Noah:
thank you for making me love you
Emery:
I didn't know I did??
Noah:
you did
you've taught me to love you
you've shown me that I can still meet someone like you
Emery:
you've taught me to do so too
i fell in love with you as if it were fireworks, you had lit up the darkness of my life, and I didn't want it to stand still. I didn't want to live a life in which there was no literally life. I'd like you to keep lighting me up so that I can live a longer life.
but then I discovered that while I was overjoyed by the explosions, it didn't stay long and was quickly replaced with terror.
what if I get hurt? What if the light from above strikes me and injures me in some way?
pero hindi ko na rin naisip iyon, at sa halip, mas natutunan ko lang maging matapang
Noah:
babe naiiyak ako
Emery:
ohhh
Noah:
😭
Emery:
silly
but i love you, Noah.
