Never Fall

7) Spare Me

I'm begging you to spare me
The pleasure of your company
I'm burning down every bridge we made
I watch you choke on the hearts you break
I'm bleeding out every word you say
Go to hell for heavens sake
~Bring Me The Horizon
{Go to hell for heavens sake}

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Chapter 7

I woke up with a smile on my face, for some reason I was actually looking forward to the day ahead of me, and after I got out of the shower, I actually took my time getting ready and trying to make myself look extra pretty, not that it ever worked, ha.

When I was pretty much ready, I walked downstairs where I saw jesse eating cereal. "Coco puffs?" He asked, pointing the cereal box, I ran towards them and poured myself a huge bowl. I loved coco puffs. "You're not gonna put milk?" He asked, "ew no I hate milk." I shuddered before shoveling spoonfuls of dry and delicious coco puffs into my mouth.

"Where's mom?" Jesse suddenly asked. "In my bed -- sorry." I mumbled. He looked at me with a bedazzled expression then shook his head and laughed. "You're truly something, seriously where's my mom?" He asked then stood up from his seat and began shouting for her, "Oh no, has - has she been kidnapped?" I asked, my voice trembling. "Don't be silly, hey look there's a note," he said pointing to the fridge.

'Urgent business trip, be back tomorrow morning. - mom.

"Sweet." Jesse said. "N - no. How do we know for sure your mom wrote that? It could be fake!" I cried . He looked at me funny "Chill Ariana, she does this like all the time, I'm pretty sure it's real." He said. "That's what they want you to think." I whispered into my cereal bowl. "What?" He asked. "Oh nothing." I chirped with a smile. "Mmhmm." He replied smirking at me. I threw a coco puff at him.

He gasped a little, "You don't wanna do that sprinkle." He said warningly. "Oh is that so,?" I teased. "Yeah, it is." He said getting out of my seat and walking up to me, "You might wanna be careful .. Or something scandalous might happen." He said huskily, face inches away. "...like what?" I tested.

My chair was then yanked from underneath me and I almost fell flat on my butt but he caught me in the nick of time, "I told you not to fall for me." He whispered into my ear. I glared at him and stood up. Then I heard footsteps.

"Yeo Jesse, you heard? Moms outta town for the whole day & night. It's party time." I heard a husky voice say coming down the stairs, then I remembered his Jesse's brother Mike, this dude hardly ever came out of his room.

"Hell yeah," Jesse said, then turned to me. "You down?"

I nodded my head "Why not?"

Both jesse and Mike looked kind of surprised at my answer, I bet they both thought I was gonna try and be all responsible, pfft . Yeah right.

"Oh sh*t, I forgot there was a hot girl here," Mike said eyeing me, he gave me a little wink. Mind you he was extremely attractive. "You know that's my girl now right?" Jesse told him, Mike scoffed. "For a week I bet," he muttered. Jesse glared at him. "Those were flings, this is for real." Jesse told him, then he grabbed me by the waist and pressed his lips to mine. I kissed him back a little then pulled away, it just felt kind of weird to make out with him in front of his brother.

When I looked back Mike was gone. Jesse looked kinda pissed, "Yo you need to chill." I told him. "Your my girl, he needs to know that." He replied. "I'm not your girl." I snapped. I saw some kind of emotion pass through his face but he quickly masked it, "You're right. Let's go to school." He said sharply and he walked out the door.

I followed behind and noticed that he didn't open the door to the passenger seat like he usually did, when I got in the car he started the engine and began to drive. The car ride was completely silent. I tried to start a conversation.

"Uh, jesse . Um do you like the band The Neighbourhood, it's my favorite band --"

"Why are you telling me this, I don't care." He said emotionlessly. My mouth widened a bit, "I just, I thought--"

"You thought what?" He snapped. "That we're friends." I replied cautiously, "Well you're wrong, we're not friends. All you are is my fake girlfriend when your little ex is watching and that's just because I like seeing him pissed off, no other reason." He said coldly. I looked at him, hurt. I don't even know why I was hurt, but it didn't matter.

"Go to Hell," I muttered as he pulled up to the school, my eyes burning for an unknown reason. As soon as I stepped out of the car, I saw Blake and Melanie kissing of course, I was so mad. Mad at Jesse, mad at Blake and mad at Melanie, I didn't know what I was thinking so I grabbed Jesse's face and pressed my lips to his.

He kissed me back instantly, but this kiss wasn't gentle, it was far from that. We were kissing like we wanted to kill eachother, if that makes sense. When we pulled apart, a felt a tear stream down my cheek, "I hate you." I whispered, Jesse wiped my tear with his thumb. "I hate you too." He replied with a smirk, but his eyes contradicted it.

My head was spinning when I turned around and headed for the school building, jesse head off in the opposite direction, probably to ditch. I felt the tears I'd been holding in start to pour out, so much pent up stress I needed to release. I'm sure my mascara was running, I ran straight to the bathroom and fixed my face. I sighed and rubbed my temples, then I got two advils out of my purse and swallowed them, taking a swig of my water bottle.

When I was done with all that, I headed for class, bumping into Kacey. She glared at me then began walking off. "What the f*ck, you're mad at me, and where have you been?" I asked running after her. She stuck her middle finger up at me. "Don't even waste your time with me, just go find Jesse, that's all you care about right?" She snapped beginning to walk away again. "What?" I asked stupidly, "What's that even supposed to mean?"

She just shook her head, "It's not like you care so save it!"

"Kacey, you're my best friend, what the hell are you talking about?! Can you just stop talking in riddles and tell me why you're mad!" I shouted. "Yesturday! I got a text from Kai, he said we're over and that he never wants to see me again. I was crying, and you saw me! You didn't even ask what was wrong you just went to find jesse, I was gone for the rest of the day and then I saw you making out with him. You didn't even text me or call to see If I was okay. And your supposed to be my bestfreind." She said angrily.

"Oh my god, kacey I'm so sorry, I meant to find out what was wrong but there was just so much going on yesterday you don't even know. You know I care about you though so don't even say that and I'm sorry about Kai, I'm really truly sorry I just forgot okay, yesterday and this morning was just so crazy and stressful, my bad." I told her, hugging her. "Yeah, you kind of look like you've been crying. What's wrong?" She asked. I then began to explain in the middle of the hallway, the mess that is me and jesse.

"Looks like you guys have actual feelings for eachother," she commented. I laughed, "Please." I muttered, she rolled her eyes, "You say that now, give it a month or two." She replied with a knowing look. I just shrugged it off.

We then walked to class, late of course. The day passed by slow as ever, I didn't see Jesse all day,at lunch I sat at my regular table with Kacey and a few of my other friends. it's kind of funny, even when I was friends with Melanie and dating Blake, I never sat with them.

Soon, the school day came to an end. But I didn't want to go home ..

So I didn't .

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