12 Reasons Why

Jack Johnson

*A/N: Okay Hi guys! Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I'm so close to finnishing this story and I'm beyond excited and nervous. Wow and I can't believe I have like over 450 reads like what the hell that's amazing I love you guys so much and thanks for actually reading this you all mean so much to me and yeah. Anyways this is JJ's chapter so I hope you all enjoy!

I look at the envelope Jack handed me curiously. What the hell is this? It's from some girl. I don't recognize her name, or the adress. I open the envelope very carefully and take out a piece of paper. It looks like some type of letter. Wait, there's a picture I pull out the picture and study it. Whoever this girl is, she's gorgoeus. Yet she looks sad, although she looks happy at the same time, like the sadness is hidden, the pain is hidden. I now unfold the piece of paper and begin to read.

Dear JJ (Okay I had too),

        Wow. Let me start off by saying I love you so much and you mean so much to me. You and Jack G are the main reasons why I lasted as long as I did. You guys are the two main people who kept me happy on my darkest days. And at this point you are probably very curious to who I am. And let me start by saying, Hi, I'm Emma Wilson, and you probably don't even care about this letter, or even care about me, but yeah, I'm Emma. And I have not had the best life. I've been bullied for so many years now, too many to count and I'm just done. I'm done and so sick of this all. So I've decided to end my life. And you probably don't agree with my decision, hell I don't even agree with my decision. But I wrote this just to say good bye.

        Because I have never met you, and I never will, so I wrote this. It sucks I will never be able to meet you, considering I have watched both you and Jack G grow with your music and your fan base. I have been here since the begining and it sucks that I'm not able to meet you, but I just want you to know how much I love, and have supported you throughout the years. I just want you to know I existed, and I was one of your fans, I just couldn't keep living and survivng in this miserable, terrible life I was given. I don't epect you to get it or to understand, and I don't want you to feel bad for me, to pitty me. I just wanted to let you know how much I care about you, through this letter. Because you and the other 11 viners have helped me through so much shit, so much pain it's unbelievable.

        Even though you probably don't even care, you probably threw this away and didn't even read it. But I hope you did. Because you mean so much to me and I want you to know this. You are the reason I lasted as long as I did. And that says a lot. I love you so much JJ it's ridiculous. And I know you're kinda insecure because of the haters and how they all say Gilinsky is better than you, but that's not true at all. You are amazing and incredible in every single way, so please don't let the hate get to you. Let the love, from the fans get to you. I had lots of hate, but no love.

        Love is a very special thing, and you need to accept it and charish it, because love is hard to come by in this world. And I love you JJ I love you so much and I wish I could stay and watch you rise to the top of the charts but I can't. I just can't do it anymore. My point is, is that I love you so much Jack, and continue to live your life, continue to inspire people and  continue to make and produce music, because you and Gilinsky will get far I promise. I love you Jack. And never ever forget that.

Love, Emma Wilson.

        By the time I finnished this letter I'm in tears, and I'm in shock. How could someone actually do that, actually end their life. I could never. This girl, she seemed so specail, so amazing, how could someone like her do this, yeah i didn't know her personally, she just wrote me this letter, but how could she do that? didn't she have anyone in her life that cared about her? like family, or friends or anyone? I could never leave any of my friends or family, I care too much about them. Yeah, i have haters and the hate does get to me, but she's right, Emma is right, I should focus more on the love, than I do the hate.

        Love is a powerful amazing thing, and Emma I guess she didn't have any love, or anyone that cared about her, and that's terrible. That's horrible. I care about all my fans, I care about her, But i guess that wasn't enough for her to be alive anymore, i, I wasn't enough for her, she needed someone she was able to hug, able to touch, and she didn't have that. Gilinsky looks up at me with tears in his eyes, he must have finnished his letter. I just look at him and smile. i mean theres nothing we can do, and that, that hurts.