hailee: bold
y/n: italic
y/n pov:
me and hailee were sat in my car, speeding down the highway with all the windows down and music blasting.
i would loose focus from singing and driving every now and then to admire my love singing her heart out.
her hair blew with the wind and a warms big smile covered her face as we sang along to our favourite songs.
we held hands and sung melodies together.
feeling so inlove in the moment i never wanted it to end.
driving off into desolated dirt roads to drive even faster and sing even louder.
i loved spending these summer days with the love of my life.
although we were so happy in the moment i had a few waves of sadness, remembering hailee had to leave for tour soon.
i wouldnt see her for 3 months.
it's not a lot but to me it's an eternity.
i just knew i had to live in the moment and appreciate this core memory.
i kissed her cheek any chance i got just to see her smile.
her smile was like painted heaven on earth.
i could never get bored of it.
we drove for hours and hours, singing as much as we could and laughing till our ribs hurt.
we drove onto a mountain lane watching the sun set.
she was the most beautiful creation i had ever laid eyes on.
i leant into kiss her then....
i suddenly woke up, sweating and confused.
i looked around and saw my bestfriend hailee sat across the room
"bad dream?" my friend giggled
it took me a minute to respond as i was just brought out of the most heavenly dream i ever experienced.
i walked into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.
i stared into the mirror before breaking down with tears.
i'm inlove with my bestfriend and i can't have her.
she has a boyfriend and never stops talking about him.
i've never been more jealous in my life.
i just wanted her
i sat on the bathroom floor crying my heart out before standing up and turning the shower on.
throughout the shower tears would not stop streaming out of my eyes.
i finished my shower and acted like nothing had ever happend.
i left the bathroom and got on with my daily life.
still in agony for the one i love
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i have no motivation whatsoever please forgive me
