inspired of a tt i saw.
hailee: bold
y/n: italic
Y/n POV:
i am currently sat at the small cluttered desk in my bedroom, finishing up some extra work i was given.
behind me sat Hailee, mindlessly scrolling through her phone on my bed, huffing impatiently while i typed away.
"y/n when will you be finished?" hailee groaned
"soon haiz, not much longer just be patient" i replied not taking my eyes off the laptop in-front of me
she didn't respond but groaned once again resuming her previous scrolling.
it didn't take Hailee long before she got irritated again, i could sense her frustration behind me
"Y/nnn" she dragged out
"are you almost done?"
"you asked me that thirty seconds ago...what do you think the answer is?" i chuckled
"i don't know... you're just taking forever and i'm bored" hailee whined
i hate that i love her neediness.
"just give me one more minute, alright?" i turned my head around and shot a reassuring smile at her
"fine."
Hailee seemed to take that quite literally and sat with her arms crossed, her eyes burning into the back of my head.
five minutes passed, surprised that she kept silent for that long before I decided to give in and say I was done.
"okay. now i'm done!" i announced whole closing my laptop and spinning my chair around to face her
as i turned around i found Hailee staring into space as if she was in a trance
"hey, hailee i'm done" i spoke again
.......
nothing...
"hailee!" i said louder to snap her out of it
"huh."
"oh, sorry i was just deep in thought" she finally spoke
"about what" i questioned
"you know, the future and all...what it will be like when we're married"
no way she just said that...
"when we're married...?" my face had a confused but happy expression
"yeah! when we're married" hailee said again
am i going insane? is my hearing right? i must be going crazy
"you...you want us to get married?" i said slowly
"what do you mean? of course i do?"
i felt my heart race, trying to understand if this was real or if i was hallucinating.
"what's wrong? you're making a weird face"
"i'm just talking about when we get married..yk when we both have husbands"
oh.
i am so fucking stupid.
of course you didn't mean marrying me..
i wish i could just disappear in this moment.
"oh yeah...i just haven't thought that far ahead...it's crazy to think about" i said with a painfully dry mouth
"i don't want us to loose our friendship when we get married"
"me neither"
"ooo! when we are settled we should buy houses next to each other! so that means we get to see each other all the time then!" Hailee exclaimed
"that's a good idea" i tried to match her energy
"the thought of being separated from you kills me. we can never be apart okay? promise me you'll never leave my side"
"i promise i'll always be by your side"
that wasn't a lie. i'll always be here for her. i'll always be her number one. she doesn't know it but i'm so in love with her it's excruciating...it hurts how much i love every aspect about her. but i'll never have her for my own
we sat in a silence while hailee skipped across the room to grab the tv remote
"come watch a movie with me"
i crawled up onto the bed next to her. not saying a word. knowing if i speak i'd probably burst out in tears.
hailee put on a movie she liked and we sat for a moment before she started giggling
"why are you laughing? the movie isn't even getting good yet" i fake laughed
"you....you should have seen your face!" she yelled out while in hysterics
"what?"
hailee continued to roll around the bed non stop laughing while i tried to get an answer out of her... i was so confused
"hailee get it together...what about my face?...do i look ugly?"
"no!" she giggled again before sitting up across from me
"okay i'm calm now." hailee said while taking a deep breath
"so? explain please"
"i know you like me y/n" she smirked
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
how does she know??
is it that obvious???
"what...pfft no? of course i like you..but as a friend!"
i lied through my teeth
"don't lie to me y/n. you and i both know you won't be getting married to a man."
i stayed silent...my cheeks reddening in defeat
"i said all that shit to tease you.. i like you, y/n...more than a friend"
she grabbed my hand and stared into my widened eyes
"that's so mean" i whispered
"i know. i'm sorry. i just wanted to see if you'd finally confess.which you didn't...but that's okay!" hailee chuckled
"how did you know?"
"oh come on! everyone knows. the way you look at me y/n, the way you are so yourself around me..there's no denying it"
"damn i thought i hid it well.." i laughed
"you didn't. but it's cute. you're cute"
hailee cupped my cheek and placed a soft kiss on my cheek
"sooooo since i know you're such a pussy-
"i am not a pussy!" i interrupted
"okay okay! let me finish ga dayum" she threw her arms up in defence before placing them on my knees
"i've waited too long for you to ask. and i'm super impatient. sooo....will you...be....mine?" hailee blushed while speaking
"of course i will"
we both grinned widely before pulling me into a long awaited steamy kiss. i had been waiting for this moment for years and years and now i finally have it. my heart exploded with butterflies that ran all though my veins, i'd never experienced something so euphoric...i loved it... i love her.
my mind was still racing on how she could even like me back ? why did she not make it obvious.. but it doesn't matter in this current moment.. i'll ask her later
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been inactive for SO LONG i'm so so sorry i hope you guys can forgive me. i cant promise i'll be writing more often but this isn't the end at all! i will try my best to post. i see your requests in my dms and i promise they will be done..soon
again i'm so sorry but i hope you can enjoy this messy chapter 💖
