things in the past i wish i could change...?
December 19, 2021
i wish that date meant nothing. i know we didn't know each other well but now i think about you all the time. i cried yesterday and i do everyday. i cried watching the video of your funeral im sorry i couldn't be there in person. so many people love and care or cared for you. i wish you knew that. i wish i got to talk to you more. i wish we were friends. if i could i would have never entered your life. i feel like this is all my fault. everyone says it's not but i just can't help but feel it is. i became friends with him well you know who, and i started catching feelings. i wish i saw the future that was closely approaching. i didn't know or expect this all to happen but who would have.
i wish you were still here.
i wish i could see your moving body, hear your laughter, see your smile.... im sorry
i wish i knew... you.
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Behind My Eyes
Adventureit's a little sad in some areas then others. my life's not horrible don't get it twisted there's just sad times and they all happen to hit at the same time. everyone thinks they know me but I mean unless they find this journal they don't really know...
