Renesmee Cullen: After Dawn part 1

Renesmee Cullen: After Dawn part 11

It was like tht for a long time. I couldn't feel anything. Nothing. All I could think about was how to get on the other side. The living side. I wanted to scream. I knew I wasn't capable of that yet though. I was dying. I could feel it. Before I could even meet the son of my dreams I was going to die. But that was impossible! I was a vampire! The only sane way of dying was having your head ripped off and being charred alive in a gulf of flames! Right? That was all Edward told me. It didn't make sence. None of it did. How did this all happen? He grew faster than Renesmee did! I couldn't even reason this all out. It hurt too much. I didn't think of anything while I let myself lay there. I let the pain take over.......,.

It seemed like years later when I found I could deal with the pain. I hoped this ment I was becoming a living thing again. Not some charred piece of firewood. I could hear. I listened. "How is she now?" Renesmee! Where was she?! Where had she gone?! I wanted to know the answers I had no access to. I would never possibly find out. Tht killed me. "She'll be alright, Nessie. I promise." Rosalie! She was taking care of my daughter. Where was Edward Jacob? EJ? My baby boy? My son? I remember he looked so much like Edward. Not one bit like me. Good! I hated the way I looked even though I was a beautiful vampire. So I was going to live? When would I wake? I wanted to so badly! To embrace my family and my children. The pain suddenly stopped as fast as it had come. Everyone in the room stopped breathing. I heared a rush of wind. Edward. "What happend! She isn't hurting anymore!" He cries. "No, she isn't." Says Rosalie. "Good. Bella, are you ok?" He asks me. I answer my opening my eyes and staring up at the ceiling. I was back. I was alive. I was going to see EJ