Everyone was quiet. No one dared speak a word.
"Um... Rose? Are you sure?" I asked.
Rosalie nodded. "Yes, Carlisle checked me out an confirmed I am pregnant."
Emmet was white as a ghost. I knew how he felt. I felt that way once, too. The panic of not being ready to become a parent. I felt that way when I found out I was carrying Renesmee. And again with EJ.
"Emmet? Are you okay?" Rosalie asked him.
"I... I need a moment." He said and was out of the room in a flash.
"Well, Alice, looks like you and Esme are the only ones not having kids." Said Jasper.
"Not now. What's wrong with Emmet? Did I do something wrong?" Rose asked.
I threw my arms around her. "It'll be okay. I'll go speak to him." I said. I felt a hand on my shoulder. Edward.
"Let me. I'm his brother." He said.
"No, I would be the best person to do it. I know what he's feeling." I said and fled the room after Emmet.
It didn't take me long to find him. He was in a tree out back. Not a very good hiding place.
"Emmet?" I called.
No answer. I jumped up into the tree landing on a branch close to Emmet's.
"What do you want?" He asked.
"Look, I know you aren't ready. But Rose is. She's been waiting forever for the chance to have a baby. She confided in me while I was pregnant with Renesmee. She wants your love and support. It's going to be tough for her." I said.
He nodded. "Yes, but you don't get the fact that I can't be a father. I can't be that role model Rose will want me to be for our son or daughter. I'm not good for Nessie or EJ. I'm just not. It's too soon. I don't want my Rose to die."
"She won't. This is what she wants. She will fight for what she wants. You know her as much as I do." I said.
"I know. But what if she's not okay? What then?" He asked.
"You just have to trust her. If she does die you will have a new baby to take her place. I told Edward this, too."
"Okay." He said.
I could tell he was feeling horrible about his reaction. Rose is already probably angry and hurt.
"Will you be there for her? No matter what happens?" I ask.
He nodded. "Yes. For her. For my baby girl or baby boy."
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Renesmee Cullen: After Dawn part 1
FanfictionRenesmee is now almost 1. She can't wait. At the same time, she wants more to do. As a human/vampire hybrid, she can't do much. When her mother Bella finds out she's pregnant again, Renesmee feels like they don't love her anymore. Do they? Is Bella...
