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BELLA'S POV
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I saw my Renesmee run out of the room and wished I had the ability to cry again. Cause right then, I would have. I wanted my daughter to come back so I could hold her in my arms and tell her it's ok. I'll be fine. I was a vampire for crying out loud! I could do this! I did it once I could do it again! "Ok Bella, we have to do a few more tests to see if the baby's ok." Says Carlisle. I nod. "Ok, but can someone please tell Renesmee to see me when it's all done?" I ask. "Sure, ill do it!" Says Emmet. "Thanks a lot, Emmet! I owe you one!" I shout back. "Don't shout, it could harm the baby, Bella." Says Carlisle. "Oh, sorry!" I say. He does a few tests and the baby turn out fine. I'm glad. Renesmee nearly killed me but I was sure this one wouldnt. "Um, Bella?" Carlisle asked. "Yes?" I say. "I'm sorry to say this but this will be much like Renesmee's pregnancy." Oh. I guess not. How could I possibly tell Renesmee? Was he sure? "Can you check again?'' I ask. He does. "Oh, I guess not but it could if you don't rest." He tells me. "But vampires don't sleep!" I say. "True but you must relax or else the fetus might die." I felt like I was falling. When it seemed like I hit the ground, I nodded. "Ok but how? What will I do if I'm thirsty?" "I'll hunt for you, love. Take care of yourself." Edward says, kissing me. I smile. "Ok. But what about Renesmee?" I ask. "Bella love, she'll be fine. You will still see her every day. I promise.'' He adds. I nod. Edward helps me off the table and we go downstairs and I sit on the couch. Renesmee is in Jacobs arms. I see she's looking at me. I smile and say, "come here Renesmee." She comes. I let her sit next to me. I take her warm little hands. "I'll be fine. I promise. The baby won't hurt me. I promise." I say to my daughter. Everyone in the room watches as she presses her hand to my cheek. She shows me well, me. A year ago. What I looked like to her when she had just been born. I had sweat and tears across my old human face. She showed me this as a question. Was I sure I'd be ok after last time? That was just it. I didn't know myself
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Renesmee Cullen: After Dawn part 1
FanfictionRenesmee is now almost 1. She can't wait. At the same time, she wants more to do. As a human/vampire hybrid, she can't do much. When her mother Bella finds out she's pregnant again, Renesmee feels like they don't love her anymore. Do they? Is Bella...
