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36. Realization [Real Life]

A/N: Take this as a Valentine's gift from me to you all, enjoy!

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Florence's POV

I sigh placing my phone down after sending the 15th consecutive text to Hailee. The girl has been ignoring me and it's being driving me nuts.

The only indication that the girl was even alive was from her posts on her Instagram. Hailee was posting a lot about the finale of 'Dickinson' which don't get me wrong, I'm very happy for her, but the recent with her and her co-star Elle made me see red.

Sure, they were probably just friends, but it didn't ease the sunken feeling in my stomach.

I was laying in bed staring at the ceiling for a solid 5 minutes before Zach came barging in with a luggage in his hand. He was roaming around the room putting clothes in with an apologetic look on his face.

"I have to go"

My eye twitched realizing Scarlett was right. He was going to leave again. It was the same cycle all over again. Why am I still here? What am I waiting for?

"I'm breaking up with you" I blurted making Zach stop his movements and slowly turn to look at me.

"What?" He replied back making me sigh and stand up.

"I can't keep doing this"

"Is this because I'm always gone because Florence-" I cut him off,

"My feelings for you have changed. For awhile now actually. And I don't think that's going to change. I think we should break up as I don't see us in the future" I let out in one breath.

He blinked, "Then what do you see in the future."

I see me with Hailee , I thought. I replied out loud, "I'm not sure yet but I know right now this is what's right for us. for me" I firmly said thinking about Scarlett's words

"O-okay I respect your decision but when I come back, I'm hoping we can still be friends and hang out" He said hopefully.

I nodded hesitantly not really sure but deciding to deal with that when the day comes, "yeah of course"

I continued, "When you come back, I'll be gone. I'm going to pack my things and head out."

Zach looked up concerned, "You can stay here until you find a place to stay. I don't want you going out there with nowhere to go"

I shake my head automatically. No I need to get out of here. I want to be done with this life I've been holding on to for awhile now even when I wasn't happy.

"I'm going to call Scarlett and ask if I can stay with her" I softly replied.

Zach nodded and awkwardly stood there before making his way out, "Goodbye Florence"

"Bye Zach"

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Scarlett's POV

"Babe, y-your phone is ringing" Lizzie moaned out from under me. I kept on sucking on the spot where I knew she was sensitive on her neck then leaving soft kisses afterwards making her let out a breathy moan.

"Mhmm they can wait" I muttered kissing the outline of her jawline and capturing her lips with my own

"It could be important" Lizzie persisted but chased the kiss with mutual eagerness. I ignored her words and made my way down her body, leaving kisses on the way down.

RING RING RING

I groaned in frustration before getting up to answer whoever was interrupting my time with my love.