Im so sorry

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TW : R@pe (Im so sorry, please forgive me for this)

"I saw Abuela in the market earlier today and she invited me over for dinner," Nothing wrong with that i guess. "Long time no see," he said coming towards us opening his arms for a hug. I hugged back a bit uncomfortable. "So you two are a thing," I just nodded "That's fun," luckily someone yelled out for dinner and Camilo and I rushed down. We all sat down and I made sure not to have to sit next to Daniel. Dinner was alright, but I just didn't feel comfortable being there and some people could tell. Someone asked about when we knew each other and Daniel happily responded.

Soon after I kinda forced Daniel to leave telling I'd be home later. As Camilo and I were about to go into his room Dolores pulled me out "Sorry I have to talk to her again, she'll be back in a second," she said. I've been in her room once, but I couldn't really look around. As she pulled me in and sat me on her bed I looked around. She had a nice velvet bed and there was a lot of musical stuff in here. "You did have to tell me everything if you don't want to, but the way you seem around your cousin is not normal and I want to help," I let out a sigh.

"As you know we haven't seen each other since I was seven and he was fourteen," I started "He did some things to me against my will and I don't know if he's changed, but the way he looked at me before I left and the way he acts around me it wasn't reassuring that he hasn't," "Oh my," she said in complete understanding "I'm so sorry, it must be so traumatizing having to think about it," "You're the first I've told," "You didn't tell anyone," I looked down and shook my head "I was seven, my mother was always busy and my dad loved his family and if I told him everything would turn to catastrophe," I looked back up to her.

She gave me a hug and i held in my tears. She pulled away from the hug and looked me in the eyes "Things will be fine, you can spend as much time as you need in Casita and you can talk to be whenever you need to be, I'm a great listener," i let out a little laugh "Thank you," we hugged once more and I left to go see Camilo. He looked at me as I walked his face slowly turned to a worried one "Is everything alright you look like you're about to cry," "Yeah I'm fine," I said laying next to him on the bed.

He laid down looking up "It suck's todays the last day of break," "Yeah I spent almost all of it in a coma," "I had so many things I wanted to do with you," "Like what," "Things that I might do in the future as surprises," he says turning to me. I copied his action and he started smiling "What, why are you smiling," "Am I not allowed to smile when I'm happy," "Not when your acting weird," "I'm not acting weird," "Sure," I said sitting up and grabbing a pillow to whack him with. "Hey what was that for," "Fun," he sat up hitting me with another pillow. We proceeded to have a pillow fight, the room filling with our laughter.

After a while we were both out of breath and we sat back down. I looked over to his clock "Ooh I should probably get back," "No stay," "I told him I'd back soon," "He doesn't know how soon soon is," "Camilo," "I know," I gave him a kiss on the nose as I stood up "My lips are down here amore," "Goodnight Camilo,"I said leaving. I finally made it home and Daniel was asleep on the couch. Good I didn't want to talk to him. I just went upstairs, turned my alarm on, passed out on to my bed. When my alarm clock woke me up the bright sun almost blinded me. I got out of bed and started getting ready.

I went downstairs and grabbed some food interacting the less I could with Daniel and waited for Mirabel and Camilo to come by. After about 5 minutes there was finally a knock on the door. I opened it to the two of them and we all greeted each other. As we walked to school Mirabel asked "Did you guys do any work on that project," "What project," I asked "You know the history project," "Oh shit, well I have an excuse," "Lucky," I heard Camilo mutter under his breath.

(Time skip brought to you my Camilo's charming smile) "Everyone time to present the projects. Up first Y/N," "Sir I couldn't do it," "Why," she said angrily "I was in a coma for almost the whole break," "You we're not in a coma," "Yes I was you can ask anyone in the family Madrigal," "Why not your family," "Because..." "Because there are some personal problems that are none of your business," Camilo said. I heard a few gasps, but chose to ignore them. "Ok then, next up is.." I didn't really pay attention to the rest of the class.

(Time skip to the end of the week cause nothing important happens) Daniel has been trying to talk to me, but I've been giving the bare minimum. "How was school today," "Fine," "Any plans for the weekend," "I don't know," and then I went to my room. Camilo and I both had things to do today so we each went home. I started opening my book when Daniel came in "What," "I don't like the attitude you've been giving me," "I didn't like the things you did too me when I was seven," "You are going to respect me," "Or what," "Or it's going to happen again," "You wouldn't that's fucking incest," I started to raise my voice.

"Oh yes I would," "No you wouldn't," "Do you want to test your theory," I didn't know what to say. He started getting closer to me "Get away," he started getting on top of me. I was getting all these flashbacks. I tried resisting, but he was pinning me down. "Remember I'm adopted this isn't incest," "Just because your adopted doesn't mean your not family," "Shut," he said punching me in the eye. Some tears were forming in my eye.

(I am so sorry)
He lifted up my skirt and started unbuckling his pants. "Stop it," I knew he would punch me again so when he gave me a quick look and went back to what he was doing I knew it would happen if I said something again. I was powerless no matter how much I resisted what happened, happened. As he finished I heard the door burst open and as he left my room leaving me numb inside. Incapable of moving Dolores and Camilo came in as I saw Luisa follow Daniel into the other room. The tears in eyes and the pain in my face it was all to much and I couldn't move a muscle.

A/N
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This part a while ago and just re-read and I'm about to cry, I am so sorry if this makes any of you uncomfortable, but it gets better I swear.

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