the ocean's daughter

the premonition

"Not a timer

But a premonition"

I look and see her longing for my life

myself from another time

looking forward onto me

i see my life and its golden coloring

and how she longed for it

i hold his hand and think

of the ache i used to feel

i'm consoled through tears,

and i remember

i see her peeking through windows

visiting from dreams

i know that she when i lie with him,

is watching from a reverié

i whisper to her, every chance i get

"I promise it gets better"

i never heard it

and,

it happened anyway

it's peculiar to be on the other side

to live within the premonition

the pain had carved itself into me

but now my life is a twin flame

and it's weird to live

within the premonition and

feel her watching my every step

but I hold him closer

I love him deeper

saying,

this one's for you.