((A/n im so tired wth. Not like want to go to sleep tired but like just tired of everything, so here's some angst related to what I feel. Also Tommy is in school on this one so yeah.))
Trigger warnings :none I don't think.if there is any lmk please
I don't know if tired is the right word to explain how I feel. I know I need to do things, but I don't have the motivation for it. I feel like I'm forced to do everything. Everyday it's " Tommy,it's 6:30 get up.You have school" " Tommy, go talk to people that probably hate you and pretend to enjoy their company." "Tommy, smile." And, in the beginning it's not that hard to deal with. But after awhile it gets tiring, and really annoying. When you have no motivation the last thing you want is to have to suffer through school instead of being able to stay at home, doing nothing, or sleeping. And of course, there's that one friend that literally can't exist without you and always wants to hang out with you after school. And since I am Big Man Tommy,I have to be nice and say yes or the ladies won't want me because I'll seem rude. So then I go, and I'm bored pretty much the whole time, and then I have to go home, and watch the same show I always watch, and then try to stay up later then I'm supposed to,but fall asleep on accident. And then I sleep really bad and I wake up way too tired for my own good.And then it repeats. And repeats. And repeats. Until the weekend. Then I try to break the loop with sleeping in, and I do break the loop, but I wake up wayy too early. So, yeah. I'm tired. Of everything. Of the loops, faking a whole personality, of my friends, and of never feeling good enough. But I don't know how to fix it. So, we'll start the loop again,I guess. I shall become big man Tommy again.
A/n yeah I'd anybody has any ways to fix this lmk please
Idk how many word so yeah
I wrote this over 2 days but I'm not gonna list them
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angst oneshots
Short StoryI lowkey stopped making this dsmp angst and now it's just angst bc it's too much work to find out how to add characters into my story so now it's just angst oneshots
