I'm so tired
of all my memories coming back
over and over and over again
I can still feel his hands grazing over my body and I can still hear him laughing as I yelled at him for doing it
it should not have happened
nothing like that should ever happen
yet I'm still stuck with the memories engraved in my mind of it happening
I'm the one trapped in this loop of thoughts
I'm the one stuck with the trauma
but he is still made to be the fucking victim
and I am still the one who carries the blame
I am still the one who relives it
every
single
day
i am stil the one that hates my body because of it
and i am STILL the one who is stuck with it
and i always will be
ans he is unfazed
i am
so fucking tired
of remembering
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angst oneshots
Short StoryI lowkey stopped making this dsmp angst and now it's just angst bc it's too much work to find out how to add characters into my story so now it's just angst oneshots
