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Special Chapter

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I'm writing this today, Feb. 11 ××××, Jayu would be eight. By the time you're reading this, we're probably dead. It's what I was hoping to happened and I don't know when would it happen but I sure hope it will happen.

Shang, you see...me and my brothers really wanted to end this cycle. We thought we ended it when the acceptance didn't happen, and turns out, we're too deep in this curse that the only possible solution is death. 

Taehyung and Jungkook wasn't in favor with that solution, I wasn't at first but as a thought things through—as the oldest, I guess it's the greatest solution. We really want to be with you Shang. Be happy with you...

But we all know that will never happen. Not with us. Sure we'll be happy...but would you?

Obviously not. Not after what we've done.

All we ever did was make you suffer. Our actions aren't acceptable. It was never the way to do with the person you love. 

We were born with given path. Principles to keep and rules to follow.

I saw my mother's journal in Yeosin's abandoned house. The house our fathers raided, kidnapped Yeosin and killed her father. Before I forgot, don't blame Yeosin for the things we told her to do. She didn't have a choice because we have informations about her that Hoseok doesn't know.

As I said, I found mother's journal. I kept it from my brothers.  The content written in the book is about this family tradition.

It became clear to me why you couldn't be happy with us. You were never meant to be happy, you were meant to suffer as it feeds the devil. Your suffering is what it needs, not a new generation of sons. The tradition was centuries ago, we've lost multiple information about it in detail.  But as time passes, the ways became peaceful. I guess you could say that they torture mothers more in the past. 

After pondering. I've decided to end it. I'll come up with a plan to corner my brothers and me to die.

I want to see you happy, I want you to be happy and free without the constant fear that we'll appear out of nowhere. I'll do my best to make it happen. Even if I can't see it.

I miss you... Gosh I do.

Can I ask you a favor? If the will will be spoken, I want the kids to have what we wrote and own. It's the least we can do after missing out their growth. It could help them with their future. They can even pass down everything to their children or grandchildren if it's what they want.

Wish I could see my grandchildren. It would be a lovely sight...

With deepest sincerity, I apologize for everything we've done.

I want you to be happy...please be happy.

Take care Shang... I love you, till eternity.

With Love, Jimin P.