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Something just couldn't sit right inside his head. Y/n confused him to utter end. Kakashi let out a shaky breathe. He kicked the front door shut and slipped off his shoes. He walked toward the bathroom and started slipping off his clothes.
"What is wrong with me?"
Kakashi placed his bare hands against the grey counter top. Scars decorated the 5'11 males body. Some were battle scars the rest were his own doing. It was a constant struggle to fight back the persistent screaming of his dead teammate's voice. It was the only way for him to be present in the moment.
When Tsunade would bring it up during his stays at the hospital. Kakashi would brush it off like just some accident. But, Tsunade was well aware those cuts weren't accidents. Ever since he was placed as team seven 's sensei the hole in his heart seemed to fill. But, they could never fill the aching deep inside. Wanting somebody to hold him and tell him everything's ok.
Kakashi tried going on various dates but, none of the woman felt right. They all pictured him as a perfect man. But, that's not who he was and so he moved on. Until, he saw Y/n walk through the village gates. Something inside Kakashi subconscious craved you. Telling him to pursue the mysterious woman and so he did.
Taking in every detail about you. The way your body swayed from side to side as you walked or the way you hummed a sweet tune to pass the time. Every time he got a glimpse of you his heart would flutter. As Kakashi looked at himself in the mirror he scanned all of his scars decorating his body.
"I'm not normal."
Kakashi said out loud and rubbed his face. Hoping a long hot shower would ease his wary mind. He slipped off the rest of his clothes and let the hot water drip down his face. Kakashi closed his eyes and ran his fingers through his wet silver strands pulling out any knots. A picture of you flashed through his mind.
The thought of your smile still echoed through his mind. Kakashi let out a raspy chuckle and felt his face heat up.
"I want you so bad Y/n."
Kakashi said out loud and then sighed and shook his head. Reaching for the shampoo bottle and began washing his hair. He closed his eyes once more and began picturing you next to him. The way he could some how feel your warmth against his body. As he re-opened his eyes he sighed realizing how 'down bad' he was for you.
Kakashi quickly finished his shower and stepped out wrapping a white towel around his waist. He walked toward his bedroom window and looked out at the village.
"I can't let her go back. But, how? She doesn't want to stay here. What do I-"
That's when a great plan sparked within Kakashi's mind. It was so simple! Why didn't he think of it before?
"Oh, Y/n. The things I do for you."
Kakashi turned and walked toward his closet. He started grabbing clothes and began getting changed to begin his plan.
"Now then, first things first. I need to find that friend of hers."
