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Kakashi slowly lifted his heavy eyelids. Feeling around the bed, soft smooth sheets rubbed against his fingertips. Kakashi's body felt heavy, almost like a dead corpse. It was the first time in awhile he actually slept. Kakashi rolled over and a smile stretched across his pale face knowing that his love was laying next to him.
"Good m-"
Kakashi's eye shot up in surprise to an empty bed. The sheet had been pushed aside. Where could she have gone? To this new discovery Kakashi bolted out of bed and pull open the door to a half-awake Y/n.
"(yawns), U-uh morning? What's got you so freaked out?"
"Nothing, good morning."
Kakashi backs away from the door and rubs his face. He didn't even feel the bed dip in his sleep. What was stopping you from bolting out the door. Then again it's not like Y/n could, Kakashi was always five-steps ahead. He was at the top of his class in the academy, got straight A's, and was the son of the White Fang. A notorious man that rivaled the legendary sanin and to top that off. His mother was from Inuzuka clan, making his key senses ten times more powerful than an average ninja. But, somehow Y/n seemed to break down Kakashi guard easily entrapping him in a net.
"Are you hungry?"
Kakashi asked sweetly and Y/n hummed in response. Her eyebrows furrowed together deep in thought.
"Yeah? I could eat."
Y/n giggled and walked into the kitchen. She swayed her hips as she walked making Kakashi die inside. He wanted to slam Y/n against the wall stoping her in her tracks. Slowly placing her hands above her, Kakashi would press his body close to hers. The thought of hearing her whimpering his name. Turned Kakashi on and it seems a little too much.
Feeling the an uncomfortable sensation starting to grow between his legs. Kakashi panicked inside he didn't want her to see him like this. At least not yet, Kakashi loved the control he had and was not going to let that go.
"U-uh, Kakashi? You good?"
Y/n called snapping Kakashi out of his thoughts. Kakashi shrugged it off like usual and sped past her. Making sure to brush against Y/n as he walked. Y/n watched Kakashi waltz into the kitchen and work his magic. The spices wafted through the air and Y/n's stomach echoed through the room.
Kakashi smiled and let out a short chuckle. He picked up cooking at a very young age since his mother died a year after his birth and his father fell victim to depression. Committing suicide causing Kakashi to detest his father. But, he now understood what it felt like to hit rock bottom. Kakashi's eyebrows furrowed together and gulped his sadness deep inside him.
"Here you go."
"Thank you, it smells great!"
Y/n smiled and Kakashi poured himself a cup of green tea and slid next to Y/n. He tapped his long slender fingers against the striped mug in thought. Slowly closing his eyes he let out a breath. Until he felt a warmth on his wrist. His eyes opened in alarm as he watched Y/n rub her thumb against his skin.
"Something's been bothering you. You don't need to tell me but, I want you to know I am here when your ready to talk."
Y/n looked into his orbs and smiled in reassurance. Slowly the warmth left his body and Kakashi's body was frozen once more. He was floating on an island and watched the rescue boat drift away. Kakashi reached out and grabbed hold of Y/n once more.
"Stay."
Kakashi let out a shaky response. He looked at Y/n's face, pink splotches danced across her cheeks. She scratched her forehead in confusion.
"How about we go and sit on the couch? We can talk or..."
Kakashi grabbed Y/n's hand and dragged her toward the couch. Kakashi pulled Y/n into his lap and placed his mouth into her right shoulder blade. Y/n grabbed his hands and laced hers with his.
"I never told anyone."
Kakashi said and Y/n tilted her head toward Kakashi. Making the male's heart beat out of his chest. If only this was rea...no it was real! Y/n was in his grasp and he wouldn't let her go. He couldn't!
"Face forward."
Kakashi ordered and Y/n nodded. Kakashi's hand fidgeted and his palms began to sweat.
"K-Kakashi?"
"M-My old teammates were killed. Obito gave me his eye to protect his love, Rin. I-I tried to protect her and failed. I failed to keep my promise to Obito and Rin died at my hand."
Kakashi paused and kept his head against Y/n's back. Not baring to look into her eyes. Y/n let out a shallow breath.
"You feel guilt."
Kakashi felt his sleeves get rolled up and he jumped. He felt Y/n's fingertips against his scars.
"We share the same marks. I've done things in my past that I regret, it such a blur..."
Y/n paused and grabbed her throbbing head. Kakashi spun her around and rubbed her forehead. Was the drug already wearing off?
"It's ok, I understand. I guess we are the same then."
Kakashi replied and looked into her e/c eyes. Something quickly flashed, a sudden face expression from Y/n. But, quickly switched back to one of concern.
