This is Our Time.

New start.

It's been 4 years 8 months and some odd days with the boys but I can't take this. I am happy being with them but I have a family. I have Emmy, and our little baby girl and little baby boy, find out 7 months into the pregnancy Em was having twins but never told me. I have my mum, sisters, grandparents to see and they all have a little baby Alex and Matthew.

Today is the day I'm leaving, it'll be better for me.
"Emily I need to talk to you" I said walking toward the room with Alex on my hip.
"What's wrong honey?" She sounds upset and concerned about it. I've been planning this for a few days and haven't told her anything.
"I'm leaving the band, I have a family to take care of and be a part of their lives." I looked at her and she was starting to cry "Baby don't cry it's not your fault I'm doing this is my choice the boys will understand.. I promise" a promise I couldn't keep. A promise that isn't going to stay true because I know it's going to crush the boys. It has to be done tho.
*Later that day*
"Babe I'm taking the kids to see my mom, I'll be back in a bit. Love you" She hollered from the livingroom. I groaned as I got out of bed and headed for the shower
"Love you too babe!"
After my shower I walked out to the living room to see the boys standing there. This is going to be awkward..
"Boys."
"Zayn."
"We have a wedding to plan."
I forget all about the wedding, we were suppose to have it 9 months ago but with emily being yeah she didn't want to everyone to see the baby bump and I understand that.
"Have you talked to your sister about this Li?"
"Yes and I know her size and dress. We need tuxs for us 5" I looked at all of their faces and they were surprised to see me happy and healthy. I haven't gone to any of the concerts lately and I know Louis is mad about it.
" boys I need to tell you something..."
"What?" They all said in sync and laughed.
"Well I am le-" "Babe help me I can't carry every - oh hey guys!" Thanks emily just peachy timing. I glared at her and walked over grabbing Alex's carrier and also Matthews. I took them to the back room then carried them back out giving Alex to Harry and Matthew to Liam. After that I don't remember anything besides seeing the floor..