This is Our Time.

Chapter 12

(Emilys Pov)

We were watching the Notebook but we all fell asleep. I woke up an looked at the time my phone said 6:58pm. I got up an see the boys still asleep but zayn wasn't there. Loki came running towards me an pulled on my pants leg with this mouth an I followed him. He toke me to the front an Zayn was there sleeping. Sleeping boys. I looked over an smiled at the bus driver then walked to the kitchen area an looked at the clock.

"What the?" I said to myself. This clock said 5pm but that cant be true. I walked over an grabbed Liams phone an seen it said 11:03pm. He said he had his automatic change in new time zones. I compared the times on ours phones then I put them down next to eachother. I looked out the window an seen it pitch black. Great this is gonna be hell. I grabbed a notebook an a pen an sat down on the empty couch.

After 20minutes I found myself to write a long ass message. Starting with I love you guys and ending with goodbye. I got up an left it on the table.

-Emilys Note-

I love you guys. you should know that. I cant be here right now. Many reasons. Liam my real only brother I love you to pieces but icant stay if its gonna mess with things and im meaning things between you and Zayn. I don't want to cause any more problems.  You guys should know this i cant stay while you guys tour tomorrow night is your last night here in the U.S. an im not ready to go back to the U.K. yet. I miss all of my old friends and all of your family Zayn. but its not time for me to go back, even if it was i dont have anything of mine to take back. Id have no place to live. This is not your guys falut that im leaving. Harry you have been such a  great friend to me your one of my bestest of best friend :). Niall oh my god where do i start i love how you share your food with me but we friend zoned eachother it was hilarous but anyways im gonna miss you alot text me same with you harry. Louis my god your like my big brother god ive told you secrets an you my friend need to lean how to hide better when ease-dropping but oh well you heard some things ive told Niall an Harry. You three Shhhhh those are secrets only between us three. Zayn i dont know what to say im still heart broken but still in love with you.. you left me for her an i understand that shes better by the end of this ill already texted Perrie saying i didnt mean to end you two. She will hate me more i know this. Liam im sorry i cant be in love with your best mate i mess things up im truly sorry  thats why im going away. You all can text me an call me an skype me because i want you too ill miss you all too much. Im gonna go now. I love you all dearly but goodbye.

 I got up an grabbed Zayn's phone unlocking it an opening messages. I got to perries an opened it up. The last message she said she was pissed you could tell. 

To: Perrie

From: Zayn (Cause it his phone)

Hey its Emily... Im sorry for ruining your relationship i never wanted it to end i got in the way and im sorry im leaving so you wont have to deal with me anymore. 

I puts zayns phone back in his pocket an walked back to the phones an picked one up randomly. I slide it in my pocket an walks back to the boys. They were all asleep still. Figures. I kissed there heads an grabed Louis's jacket. 

"He wont miss it" I said to myself.

I walked up to the driver an looked out the window an seen we were parked behind a hotel. I kissed zayns head an gave the driver a hug. 

"This is their last show tomorrow right?" I asked

"Yup then back to the UK an the other shows around that area"

"Okay good."

"Why?"

"No reason Bye!" I skipped back to the way back an slipped on Nialls slippers an grabbed my shoes an looked around for a hat an my glasses. I looked for about 5 minutes an heard something move. "shit" I grabbed Harrys beanie an Zayns sun glasses an ran to the door.

"They wont mind me borrowing theses" I smiled.  looked back an shoke my head. "Ill miss you guys" An i walked out of the bus walking to the front of the hotel slipping on the beanie an walking down the streets of LA Californa.