Mikey's pov:
As soon I heard what she said I left the apartment and came to my hideout. There was no one at this time so I was relieved. I sat down on my chair and threw all the stuffs that were on my table.
What the fuck I'm doing? She's pregnant and I was doing that to her? She's bearing my child and I was hurting her? I didn't mean to do any of these. For past few months I have lost it after that dream. I have been doing bad things again. But how could I not?
Few months ago I had this dream where I saw Draken,Baji,Shinichiro,emma they were all telling me "You don't deserve this happiness,you killed us.Then how can you be happy? You don't deserve to live" not only once but few times in a row.This dream is messing with my head. I don't know what I did in this past few months.
Everything felt worthless and useless. Do I seriously deserve all this? Part of me says it's not my fault and part of me says its all my fault and I am going crazy. I know my mind is playing tricks with me but now I gotta stop this.
I can't put my frustrations into her the person who gave me a hope to live. How can I face her after all whatever I have done to her? She can never forgive me can she? She has tried everything she could to make me a better person but I have failed her. I don't deserve her. I need to go to her.
I got on my bike and rode on full speed. It was 3 or 4am so the roads were pretty much empty. I reached to our shared house and I opened the door and saw her sleeping on floor. She was shivering since it was winter. I went near her and held her in bridal style and put her on the bed. I covered her with the blankets.
End of pov
You woke up and saw yourself on the bed. As long as you remember you were on the floor then who could it be since Mikey left the house? Did he come back? You got up and heard some noises coming from the kitchen. When you got there you saw Mikey making breakfast. You were confused.
"Good morning princess,here is your breakfast" he smiled and put down your breakfast. You didn't know what to say. He made you sit on the chair and made you take a bite.
You were not sure what's going on in his mind. You were silent and didn't dare to speak after last night what has happened. He sighed and sat on his knees and held your hand. "I'm sorry yn. For what I have done to you this past months I wasn't myself and I did wrong with you. I know my sorry won't cut everything and my explanations may sound crazy to you since you have helped me come this far. But I have failed you as a husband and as a future dad" he paused. His eyes became teary.
"If you wanna leave me I won't stop you after all I deserve this. Everything is my fault. I fail to do things right. Honestly I don't deserve you nor my child-" he broke down. You remain silent as tears escaped from your eyes too. You just didn't know what to say anymore. And at this point you have made up your mind to leave him for good. He understood your silence.
"Why aren't you saying anything? I-i know you have made up your mind huh? Like I said I won't stop you so you are free to go. But remember I will love you always"
That is the last time you have seen him. It's been a year now and you have a girl. She's so cute just like her dad. Those time were hard. You really wanted him to be by your side but you guys are apart and nothing will change that. It was your decision.But you can never forget him.
I don't know how the ending was but I tried my best! I wanted them to be together but sometimes things can't be forgiven.Also I wanted to turn it into fluff but this story kinda went to intense hahahaha.... It was a request sorry I couldn't turn it into a fluff but I will make it next time!
