The Death of Me

Hollywoods Wild Child

((Courtney's POV))
I woke up the next day beyond confused. I wasn't wearing anything and there were serval bodies touching me. I look around and see James laying with his head on my shoulder and then Mick is on the other shoulder. Kirk is laying in between my legs, and Jason has his arms wrapped around my waist laying on me and James. To top it all off none of us had any clothes on at all. Oh and to make things even better, Lars and Nikki walk in the room and scream like little girls.
"Holy fuck what did you do last night?", screamed Nikki.
"I guess I did all of them.", I said back.
He busted out laughing and then all the guys around me started waking up. Everyone looked as confused as I was but slowly realized what all had happened. Awkward was a huge understatement. Eventually Jason and Mick left the room along with Nikki and Lars leaving me with James and Kirk.
"Last night was amazing", Kirk said.
Me and James both agreed and soon the awkward tension between us faded away. Soon the three of us made our way downstairs with the rest of the boys.
"Hey Courtney you made front page again", said Nikki.
I walked over and read the front page. On the cover was a picture of me, the Metallica guys, and the Crüe walking to the bar with me on Nikki's back. It read, "Courtney Rose: Hollywoods Wild Child (ft. Metallica and Mötley Crüe)"
I laughed at the cover but honestly I was grateful they picked that picture and not the one of me and Mick making out. To be honest I really miss Dave and I really want us to work.
Days passed by quick and I was already best friends with the Metallica boys. I really loved them and I loved getting to hang out with them but the time had come for me to go back home. I loaded my things into Kirks car and then went back inside to say bye to the boys. I gave them all big hugs and then when I got to James he pulled me in and gave me a soft kiss.
"I won't get to do that again so I had to one last time.", he spoke softly.
I smiled at him and hugged him again.
"I'll be back to hang with you guys in a couple days I promise.", I said.
He smiled and I walked out the door and got into the car. Kirk drove me to the Megadeth house and I grabbed my things. We said our goodbyes and I carried my suitcase and guitar inside. Once I walked in I saw Dave standing in the living room so I ran up to him and kissed him. He caught me off guard when he pulled away and pushed me back slightly.
"Oh um sorry, hi Dave I've missed you", I said.
He looked at me with a weird expression and before he could say anything a blonde girl ran down the stairs.
"Dave baby who's here?", she called out.
"Oh you must be Courtney! Im glad your here to grab the rest of your stuff!", she said.
I was completely confused but before I could get anything out she started talking again,
"Omg how rude of me, my names Lacy! Im Dave's fiancé!"
My face dropped and my heart broke in that moment. If she would have been a girl he was sleeping with while we had a break I wouldn't have cared because I slept with other people but he really went out and proposed to this bitch.
"Oh wow alright then", I spoke.
I went upstairs and grabbed my other guitar and then I stormed downstairs again.
"Screw you Dave. I fucking loved you.", I yelled at him.
"And screw your band too I'm done with everything. You and Megadeth!"
I ran out the door somehow managing to carry all my things. I started walking back to the Metallica house as tears streamed down my face. I sobbed the whole 30 minute walk back to the house and once I arrived I weakly knocked on the door still sobbing. James opened the door and started to panic when he saw me. I threw my things down and fell to the ground. I couldn't stop crying.
"Courtney what the hell happened are you okay!?", he screamed.
The rest of the guys came to where we were and began to panic too.
"H- he has a fiancé now. He left me. He doesn't love me anymore.", I choked out.
"That stupid fucker!", Kirk spits out.
James picks me up and carrie's me to the living room sitting down on the couch. Kirk sits beside me along with the rest of the guys. I cried into James shoulder some but I wanted someone else to be holding me so I crawled over to Kirk. He always calmed me down more than anyone else and I've been through so much with him. I tucked my head into his chest and cried.
"I really loved him. Why do things always half to end bad for me.", I choke out.
Kirk rubs my back trying to comfort me.
"Shhh it's okay baby. He doesn't deserve you. You're way too good for a dick head like that", he spoke.
He stroked my hair and eventually I fell asleep in his arms.
((Kirks POV))
I was sitting in the living room after I dropped
Courtney off already missing my best friend. My thoughts were soon interrupted when a weak knock came from the door. I watched as James opened the door and then she stepped in. She threw her things down and fell to the ground sobbing loudly. She could barley breath and it freaked all of us out. She choked out that Dave had a fiancé and she sounded completely heartbroken. James got her to the couch and she crawled into my arms sobbing into my chest. I finally got her calmed down and she fell asleep.
"Hey guys I'm gonna go put her in my bed so she can rest some", I said quietly.
They nodded their heads and I got up and carried her up the stairs to my room. I laid her down on my bed and pulled a blanket over her.
"I'm so sorry baby. I would never treat you like that. Dave's a fucking asshole", I whispered knowing she couldn't hear me. I made my way back downstairs and talked to the guys some before deciding I needed to call Mick.
"Hello?"
"Hey Mick it's Kirk, look you need to come over here."
I explained the whole situation to Mick and he said that he would be there soon. I sat back down and tried to calm down. I wanted to go over and beat the shit out of Dave. Seeing Courtney hurt like that breaks my heart and I just wish I could be the one to treat her right and be by her side.