The Death of Me

Hollow

((Courtney's POV))
     Months had passed by and things were amazing. Mick and I were dating and I finally think I've finally found the one. I've never felt a love as strong as ours and every moment was amazing. The Clovers album was being released in less than a month and so were the other guys albums. Guns was releasing on the 17th and 18th, and the Crüe was releasing on the 20th. My band was releasing on the 13th. We were all extremely excited to come out with the new albums but the one thing we didn't want to do was lurking in the back of our minds.
Tour.
Don't get me wrong I love preforming and being on the road but I didn't want to leave Mick's side or any of the other guys. We had constantly been around each other for like a year now and it was going to be really hard to not have them around. 
  I was currently in the studio with Ronnie and Jason recording our last song on the album and we were beyond happy. Ronnie put down the drum beat and Jason went in with the bass line and finally I played the guitar parts and added the vocals to the song. Jason went in and did backing vocals and as soon as we pressed stop on the recording we cheered and clapped.
"That's a wrap!!", Ronnie yelled.
We all pulled each other into a big hug and then organized all of our tapes for our producer.
"I'm so glad to be out of the studio for a while.", I said.
All the guys agreed and we walked out to be greeted by our manager.
"So how'd it go?", he asked.
"It went great. The albums officially done!", Jason said.
Our manager smiled big at us and then he spoke again.
"That's great so now we gotta talk about a tour.", he said.
We all nodded our heads and the spoke again.
"So I met with two other managers of two other bands and we were planning a three headlining band tour. You each would have an hour long set and there wouldn't be any openers or anything like that.", he said.
"That sounds cool but who are the other bands?", I asked.
"Guns n Roses and Mötley Crüe.", he stated.
"Shut the fuck up are you serious!?? I would fucking love that!", I exclaimed.
"Dude hell yes I love those guys!", Jason said happily.
"Fuck yeah man that sounds cool!", Ronnie agreed.
"Alright then we'll if they agree then that will be the tour.", our manager spoke.
We all smiled happily and continued to talk about things before we headed back to the house. He said that the guys managers were talking to them about it today so we should all know about it once we see each other. It didn't take long for us to pull up to my house and everyone's cars were there. I jumped out of the car with Jason and Ronnie following me and I ran through the door. The guys turned and looked at me and then we all broke out with huge smiles.
"WERE TOURING TOGETHER FUCKERS!!!", I screamed.
Everyone yelled and cheered and then we were all in a huge group hug. Mick kissed me softly as the guys pulled away and I couldn't wipe the smile off of my face.
"This is gonna be amazing!", I said happily.
All the guys agreed and we continued to talk about everything.
The next few weeks went by quickly with all of us doing photo shoots and promoting our albums and tour. We decided to have one huge album release party for all of our albums and we rented out a huge club on the strip. As our huge group walked in people cheered and clapped and holy shit there was a ton of people. There was about 40 different bands there along with record label people, our crews, and some other random people. Throughout the night I stayed by Mick's side talking and drinking with everyone. We all went up and preformed a few songs from our albums and we all partied hard. Eventually around 4 in the morning Mick and I headed home and passed out in my room. Throughout the night Mick held me close while he slept peacefully and I went in and out of sleep. Things were amazing right now. I really think all of our albums will be big and I think this tour is going to be even bigger.
After our party the time flew by and soon we were all loading up into your buses and heading out on the road. Each band had their own bus but we kinda went to random ones as the tour went on. I was always with Mick no matter what and I felt on top of the world with him by my side. We had already been together almost a year and it had been the best year of my life. I think I always knew Mick was my soulmate but now I was for sure of it.
We had already been on tour for a month and I think every show got crazier. We were selling out arenas and stadiums and we all felt amazing. Every night after our shows we would go back to the hotel and get as high and drunk as we possibly could. We wrecked almost every place we went to and we could barley remember things the next day. Mick had become my partner in crime and we would fuck around with people constantly. One time Guns was on stage and we decided to pull off this epic prank on them. We got hundreds of balloons and confetti and while they were in the middle of preforming we let everything go. You could barely even see them from everything and we laughed our asses off. Of course Axl was pissed and stormed off the stage but Duff picked up singing while Axl went and cried to his girlfriend. Mick and I had ran off before Axl got off the stage and soon after we found ourselves in a storage closet fucking each other. That was also something we did a lot. Dressing rooms, closets, tour busses, bar bathrooms, pools, ha one time we even fucked on the side of the stage while Guns was preforming. We were constantly up to something and we were always having a great time. On nights we were alone we would play guitar while we passed a vodka bottle back and forth's and then we would find random shit to do. One time we threw fireworks off of our balcony at the people on the street and let me tell you we ran for our lives out of that room. I almost knocked Stevens door down trying to get into another room but we were able to hide while security checked the floor. Things were always fun until one night. Mick, Ronnie, and I were fucking around in the hotel throwing and breaking shit and long story short we all got arrested. The three of us were in the same jail cell all night and eventually Doc came and bailed us out in the morning.
"You guys are supposed to be the chill ones! What the hell man!", he exclaimed.
He lectured us all day about shit but we didn't really care. Eventually was fun for us and we were all having the time of our lives until one night. The show was going great all up until I died.
Yep that's right I died.
Again.
Guns had gone on first and then The Clovers were preforming. I was in the middle of a song when I heard people yelling. Yeah people yell at concerts but this was different. These were screams and cry's for help. We stopped to try to figure out what was going on and then we heard loud gun shots. People started freaking out and then more gun shots rang out through the arena. I felt a sharp pain go through my stomach and I looked down to see my shirt soaking up blood. That's the last thing I remember from that night.
((Micks POV))
I remember everything from that night. That was the worst night of my life. Guns shots were going off and then I saw Courtney fall the the floor. I immediately ran out to her with Nikki and Tommy following. We got her up and ran backstage hiding and I was sobbing.
"Courtney oh god baby wake up please.", I sobbed.
Everyone gathered around panicking and soon a medic was beside us.
"She's not breathing we have do cpr.", she stated.
My heart broke even more and I was being pulled into someone's arms while I cried. I watched as the medics tried to revive her but nothing was working. Soon they stabbed an adrenaline shot in her and still nothing.
"No please keep trying please.", I yelled.
They shoved another shot into her and she jolted up. She took a huge breath and then passed out again.
"Alright she's breathing but we have to get to the hospital now!", the medic announced.
I quickly followed while they loaded her up into the ambulance and then I jumped in with her. I was still crying and I couldn't stop no matter how bad I wanted to. I couldn't loose her. She was the love of my life and I can't live without her. I can't loose her especially not in this way. Everything from that night was a sad and depressing blur but I know once they got her stable and in a room I never left her side. She was in a coma and I never once left. All the other guys were in and out constantly checking on her and I held her hand as she laid their. I would talk to her and cry to her all day hoping that maybe she could hear me.
"I love you baby please wake up.", I whispered for the thousandth time.
She was in a coma for a little over a week and I was beyond depressed. Everyone was always checking up on her and the Metallica guys even flew out to be with her. I remember them all sitting beside her sobbing while they talked to her. After that I realized that I wasn't the only one who couldn't live without her. This beautiful creature that we call Courtney would kill us all if she died. Eventually one day came and it was the same routine. I sat beside her crying while people came in and out of the room except this day she woke up. It was me, Steven, Duff, Nikki, and Alice in the room when it happened.
(Yeah Alice and Courtney were friends again but that's another story for another time.)
I had my head down and then I heard her groggy voice.
"Mick?", she questioned.
All of our heads shot towards her and I immediately began sobbing while I held her.
"Oh god I'm so glad you're awake fuck baby.", I cried.
Duff went and got a doctor while we all huddled around her embracing her. A doctor came in and explained everything to her and she sat listening and nodding her head. Once the doctor left she spoke.
"Haha guess what Sixx?", she questioned.
"What?", Nikki responded.
"I've died one more time than you!", she said smirking.
We all shook our heads and let out sad laughs and after a while all the other guys were coming into the room. They all embraced Courtney and we sat around talking. It was nice to see how much we all loved her but damn have you ever seen 17 rockstars in one small hospital room? That shit was terrible! After a few hours it was Courtney and I alone and I was in the bed with her holding her.
"Is paparazzi outside?", she asked.
"Yep they haven't left at all.", I said rolling my eyes.
Courtney smirked and got up slowly and wheeled her IV cart with her. She went to the window and opened in up some before sticking her head out and yelling.
"IM ALIVE FUCKERS!!!", she screamed.
You could immediately hear cameras clicking and people yelling and then she came back in and laid back down beside me. She kissed me softly and when we pulled away I held her tight.
"Baby how long have you been here?", she asked.
"I haven't left your side since I carried you off stage.", I said quietly.
Courtney blushed hard and smiled at me before brushing hair out of my face and speaking.
"Get some rest Micky. I love you so much. Thank you.", she said.
"I love you too.",I said softly.
It didn't take long for me to fall asleep and something in me changed that night. I knew I wanted her in my life for forever and I knew what I wanted to do. I couldn't live my life without her and all I could do was hope she felt the same.