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((Courtney's POV)) Luckily for me the next few days went by really fast

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((Courtney's POV))
Luckily for me the next few days went by really fast. I was busy planning and setting up everything to record on Thursday. By the time Wednesday came around we already had everything ready and set up so all we needed to do was shoot the video. I looked at the time and then panicked.
"Oh shit I gotta pick the guys but from the airport!", I exclaimed.
Nikki offered to drive me so we got into the van and headed that way. Soon we were inside and my eyes found them pretty quick. Mine and Duffs eyes immediately locked and he started running towards me. As soon as he got to me I jumped up in his arms and he spun me around. I was quickly embraced into Stevens arms and then all the rest of the guys followed. We were all talking as we walked back out to the van. All the guys got in first and then I realized there wasn't enough seats for all of us so I just went and sat in Duffs lap. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my shoulder sweetly as we all talked. Soon Duff had his head buried in my neck leaving kisses all over me. I smiled to myself and soon we were arriving at the house. For some reason the guns guys stayed with us when they were in town even though they had their own house. Hey I wasn't complaining though. By the time we made it to the house it we already 8 so we ordered some pizzas and watched tv while we ate.
"Alright so we gotta be at the place to record by 9 in the morning.", I spoke.
All the guys agreed and then we continued eating and talking. I decided to get ready for bed so I went to my room and started undressing to take a shower. Before I could get in someone opened the door and walked in.
Duff slowly walked up to me and placed my face in his hand.
"Hello beautiful.", he spoke softly.
"Hi Duffy.", I smiled at him.
He pulled me close and kissed my lips deeply before pushing me against the wall. I softly moaned into the kiss and then he started kissing down my neck.
Duff continued to fuck me on my bathroom floor and I loved every minute of it. Soon we were both breathing heavy laid out on the floor.
"Wanna shower with me?", I asked.
He agreed and we both got in. Duff was being extremely loving to me the whole time and soon we got out and went to my room. I didn't bother to put any clothes on and he didn't either so we laid down and he pulled me close to him. 10 minutes went by and Steven walked in and stripped all of his clothes off before sliding into bed on the other side of me.
"Hey Stevie.", I spoke.
"Hi", he responded lowly.
He cuddled up to my side and then I found out why he was acting weird. His cock was throbbing on my leg and I spoke again.
"You okay baby?", I asked.
"N-no I'm so fucking hard. Please touch me.", Steven begged. 
I reached down and wrapped my hand around his aching member before slowly stroking him. He let out soft whimpers and I spoke again.
"Does that feel good baby?", I questioned.
He bucked his hips up at me and shook his head still letting out soft moans. I took my hand away and crawled over to him before sliding him all the way down my throat.
He grabbed my hair and let out a loud moan and I started bobbing my head up and down while he moaned and whimpered and then he bucked his hips up hard and came down my throat. I went and laid back in between Steven and Duff and they both wrapped their arms around me. I fell
asleep quickly and so did they.
  The next morning I was woke up to my alarm clock going off. I groaned and reached over Steven to turn it off. Both the guys groaned and woke up too.I slowly got out of the bed and went to start getting ready.
I went ahead and did my makeup and hair at the house and I was waiting to put my outfit on for
when I got there. I knew I had to do the other guys hair before we left so I called Axl into my bathroom. He sat down and I started to tease his hair up to look just like mine. We had a scene where it was me and Axl looking like twins so we had to kinda look the same.
Next I called Duff in and I teased his hair up tall and sprayed hairspray everywhere.
I decided to leave Izzy and Slash's hair alone so I called Steven in. He had already done half of his hair so I just finished it off for him and then we were all ready to leave.
We arrived and it looked like a whole movie set. It was amazing. I went and got changed into my outfit and so did Duff, Steven, and Izzy. We were all in the first scene together so we all got ready. Eventually we all stepped out and waited. I was in a really sexy bra and pantie set that was black and the guys were all in their boxers. In front of us laid a huge king sized bed with all white blankets and it looked huge. We all crawled on and go set up. I sat in the middle and then Duff and Steven were on my sides. Izzy came and laid in front of me with his head in my lap. The camera started up super close zooming in on me and Duff making out. As it backed away it showed all the guys all over me. Steven was kissing my neck and Izzy was running his hands all down my legs and then I pulled away from Duff and started making out with Steven. Duff started kissing the other side of my neck and then I stopped and looked up and smirked at the camera and then I was followed by the 3 guys doing the same thing.
"Cut!", the director yelled.
We all went and watched the clip and then decided to do it a little more passionately. We we shot it and it was perfect. Alright next scene.
The next scene showed the Mötley guys, Ratt, and W.A.S.P all hanging out in a bar like setting and then turning their heads and looking at me when I walk in. I changed into leather pants and a ripped up fishnet shirt with tall red go go boots. The camera was focused on all the guys laughing and talking and then I walked in. The guys looked my direction pointing and whatnot and then the camera turned on me. I strutted towards the bar and picked up a bottle of jack taking a big sip of it. The camera cut to all the boys drooling over me and then it cut. We rewatched the scene and decided it was good so then we went to the next one. I stayed in the same clothes and just put my guitar around me and Jason and Ronnie joined me on the stage that was set up. We played the chorus to our song while the camera rolled and before the breakdown started the cameras cut.
"Alright perfect!", the director said.
We moved on to the next scene which was the cameras cutting back and forths between me and Axl. We both had the same shirt on and the shot was from the shoulders up so once it was edited it would confuse people from who was who. We got the footage for that and then we went to the scene during my solo. I striped back down and got ready. The first shot was me and Duff in the bed making out, next was me and Steven cuddling in the bed, next was me and Slash in the bed with some snakes, then it was me and Izzy playing around, then me and Axl smoking a cigarette together, then me and Mick playing our guitars, then me and Tommy and Nikki cuddled up with each other, and then it ended with me on top of Duff making out again. That whole thing took about an hour to do but we only had one more scene to do today and the video would be finished. The next scene was a big fuck you to James and Metallica (not including Lars). Me and Jason got set up on the bed he got down in between my legs. We were gonna fake it but what's the point in that right? He started eating me out and then someone lit Metallicas new album on fire behind us. The camera started rolling and I was moaning and pulling Jason's hair the cameras cut and
I got on Jason's lap on the bed. We both faced the camera and gave the middle finger before leaning in and kissing each other.
"And that's a wrap!", the director yelled. I hopped off of Jason and pulled my robe back on and we all laughed and hugged each other.
"Holy shit this is gonna look so cool!", Ronnie exclaimed.
We all agreed and then Axl spoke,
"Let's go celebrate!", he yelled.
We all smiled and walked out of the place before jumping into the cars. Once we started driving I realized I was still in my robe.
"Oh shit I gotta put clothes on.", I said.
I pulled the robe off leaving me in just my lacy bra and Duff smiled at me. I went digging through my bag and then I heard duff whisper.
"I can't wait to take this off of you tonight.", he said while rubbing his fingers across the back of it.
I blushed at this comment and pulled out my clothes but then realized I forgot my underwear at the set. We had already drove a long ways away but there was no way I was putting on leather pants without underwear.
"Uhh who has on underwear in here?", I asked.
The guys just kinda looked at me weird and I just repeated my question. Izzy and Steven slowly raised their hands and then I spoke again.
"Okay who showered this morning?", I asked.
"Uh I did.", Izzy responded confused.
"Ok great can I please, please, please,please borrow your underwear? I forgot mine on set and there's no way I'm wearing leather pants without them.", I begged Izzy.
He let out a sigh and then responded.
"Yeah sure.", he said. He started taking his pants off from the seat beside Duff and then slid his boxers down letting his dick spring out. I stared a little more than I should've and Izzy grinned at me. I blushed a little bit but then he handed me his boxers and I slid them on. Izzy slid his pants back on and I spoke.
"Thanks Izzy.", I said.
"No problem babe.", he responded.
I finished putting my clothes on and soon we were arriving at a strip club.
"Really guys a strip club?", I asked.
They all laughed and dragged me out of the car with them. We walked in and Duff was already all over me. He had one arm around my waist but I was comfortable. It felt good to be in his arms. Soon all the guys found strippers to flirt with and it was just me Duff, and Steven sitting at a table in front of a hot black haired girl. She was dancing to the music but Duff and Steven weren't paying attention to her. I was sitting down and hyping her up.
"Yes girl do your thing!", I shouted.
She gave me a friendly smile and nodded her head at me.
"Stevie she's looking at youuuu.", I whispered.
Steven looked up and glanced at her before looking back at me and pouting.
"Baby go get a dance or something. Come on go have fun.", I told him.
He sighed a little before he got up and asked for a dance. They went away to a back room and then me and Duff were left there.
"Hey this is your song!", Duff said.
I listened and the song Rocket Queen was playing through the speakers. I gave Duff an evil grin and stood up walking to the pole. I started dancing to the music and then when I looked back all the guys were standing in front of me smirking and clapping. Soon I had a big crowd of people around me watching me dance and throwing money up at me. I was dancing as sexy as I could and I kept making eye contact with Duff. The song ended and everyone cheered for me. As I got off the stage the girl that was with Steven came back and looked at me confused and kinda mad. I walked over to her and spoke.
"Hey sorry I was just messing with my friends but you can keep all the money.", I said.
She smiled at me and pulled me into a hug.
"You don't know how much I appreciate that. Thank you so much!", she said.
I nodded my head and walked away back to the guys.
"Fuck Courtney if you weren't such a good guitar player you would be the best stripper on sunset!", Slash said.
I laughed at him and then Duff pulled me down on his lap.
"Why don't you go get a dance?", I asked him.
"I only wanna dance if it's from you.", he whispered.
I blushed at his comment and then spoke back.
"I'll give you one when we get home then.", I said.
"Orrrr you could give me one right now.", he spoke grinning.
I kissed his jaw and then spoke,
"Alright then.", I said.
He smirked up at me and then another song started playing. I stood up in front of him and started dancing before spreading his legs out and running my hands up to his crotch. I pulled away and set my arms on his shoulders before I sat down on his lap and started grinding on him. I could feel his cock throbbing so I continued to dance and tease him until the song was over. He grabbed my face and pulled me into a deep kiss.
"Oh fuck I wanna do terrible things to you Courtney.", he whispered in my ear.
"Let's get out of here and do it then", I spoke teasingly.
I kissed him again and grabbed him through his leather pants while he let out a loud groan. We both stood up and walked out of the place not even bothering to tell the guys bye.
We got a cab and started making our way home. The whole ride we were teasing each other and flirting and then we arrived at the house. We got inside and Duff slammed me against the door. He rubbed himself against me and then connected our lips. We started ripping each other's clothes off as we made our way to my room and then Duff spoke.
"Damn you can even make Izzy's boxers look sexy.", he said.
I laughed at him and then spoke.
"I would look even better with them off.", I said seductively.
He stepped towards me and pulled them off before picking me up again. I wrapped my legs around his waist and I could feel his throbbing erection on me. I let out a soft moan and then Duff laid me on the bed coming down on top of me. We made out some more while Duff teased me and I was over it.
"Oh god Duff please.", I begged.
"Please what baby? Tell me what you want.", Duff whispered.
"Please fuck me Duff. I need your big cock in me.", I moaned out.
"Fuck", Duff groaned.
He slid into me hard and then immediately started fucking me.
I was a moaning mess and so was Duff.
He had his fingers digging deep into my hips and I was leaving scratch's all down his back.
"Oh fuck choke me daddy.", I moaned out.
He let out a loud groan and then wrapped one of his hands around my neck choking me as he fucked me.
"Say it again babygirl.", Duff spoke.
"Fuck daddy that feels so good", I moaned.
I could tell it was sending him over the edge so I kept on.
"Mm daddy fuckkk", I moaned loud.
Duff let out a loud moan and then came inside of me and I followed right behind him. We both fell back onto the bed and Duff immediately wrapped himself around me.
"Holy fuck that was so good baby girl.", he said.
I smiled and kissed his lips and then I let something slip out.
"I love you Duff.", I said softly.
Realization hit me as soon as I spoke the words and I really hoped I hadn't ruined anything.
"I love you too Courtney.", he returned.
I smiled at his words and he kissed my lips again. I yawned and wrapped my arms around him before I fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up with blonde hair covering my face and duffs head stuck in the crook of my neck. I giggled and pushed his hair out of my face before stretching out some. He still had his arms wrapped around me and our legs were all tangled together. I really do love waking up by his side. He slowly started to wake up and I felt him place a soft kiss on my neck.
"Good morning baby.", he spoke.
"Good morning babe.", I responded
I rolled over to face him and I kissed his lips softly. He pulled me close to him and rested his head on mine. We stayed like that for a while and then I noticed he was breathing really hard and I heard him sniffing. I brought my head back and saw him crying.
"Hey, hey, what's wrong?", I asked.
Duff couldn't respond and he was shaking and hyperventilating. I sat up quickly and pulled him close to me. I could tell he was having a panic attack because I've delt with many of them.
"Hey duff calm down baby. I'm right here okay just breathe.", I spoke softly.
He continued sobbing and shaking and I kept trying to calm him down.
"Please baby you gotta calm down alright. I love you. I'm right here. Come on come back down.", I spoke. I grabbed his hand and put it in my hair.
"Look just grab my hair. You're here. Your fine. I'm holding you and your here with me.", I spoke again.
Duff was clutching onto my hair and soon he started to calm down.
Eventually he let his body relax and he fell into my arms more. I lifted his head up and looked at him.
"Hey are you alright?", I asked.
He nodded his head and then choked out.
"Thank you so much Courtney.", he said sadly.
Before I could say anything else Izzy ran into the room and spoke.
"Duff calm down come on let's get you to a hospital!", he yelled.
"Iz thank you man but I calmed down this time.", Duff spoke.
He still had tears all over his face and Izzy stopped and looked at us shocked.
"You calmed him down?", he whispered in disbelief.
"Yeah? Wait what normally happens?", I questioned.
"Normally we have to rush him to the hospital and they have to get him back. One time his heart stopped and they brought him back.", Izzy spoke.
My heart broke at the thought of Duff having to go through all of that. I pulled him down to me and wrapped my arms around him before kissing the top of his head.
"I'm so sorry you have to deal with that.", I spoke.
"How did you know how to handle it?", Duff asked.
"I used to have them a lot. Back when I lived with Izzy and Kirk and we were still in high school. Kirk used to hold me and tell me to put my hands in his hair and it always somehow calmed me down.", I spoke sadly.
I can't lie I miss Kirk and I's friendship.
Duff just nodded his head and eventually we laid back on the bed and relaxed.
"I don't wanna leave on Sunday.", Duff spoke sadly.
"Duff don't say that. Your gonna be fine. Go out and play and have fun! Enjoy this tour and have fun on it!", I exclaimed.
"But I want to have fun with you. I want to wake up with you everyday, and I want to be around you.", he said.
"Duff I'm gonna miss you too but you can't let me keep you from having fun alright. I'll be here when you get back and then who knows what might happen with our relationship after that.", I spoke.
Duff cracked a smile and then spoke,
"Our relationship?", he questioned.
"Well I really like you Duff and once you get off of tour I would love to be with you if I'm being honest. But I don't wanna get with you now and hold you back from the tour life alright.", I spoke.
He smiled at me and kissed me.
"I really wanna be with you too.", he said softly.
I kissed him softly and we both decided to get up. We took a shower together and got dressed but before we went down I spoke.
"Hey Duff do you mind if I spend some of today with Steven and Izzy? I want to let them down easy because I really don't wanna loose them as my friends.", I spoke.
Duff smiled at me and agreed and we made our way downstairs. Steven was sitting on the couch  beside Izzy and I spoke.
"Stevie come on let's go get pancakes.", I spoke.
He looked up and gave me a huge smile before grabbing his keys and running out the door. I followed him and we got in blasting The Eagles.
Soon we arrived at a small diner and we got out and headed inside. We sat at a little table beside a window and we started talking.
"Hey Steven you know I love you right?", I questioned.
"Yeah I know you do Courtney. Butttt I also know that there's a tall, blonde, bass player that you love also.", Steven responded giving me a cheesy smile.
"Wait how'd you know?", I asked.
"Because your always so giggly and cute around him.", he replied.
I blushed at his comment and then I spoke.
"Well we're not going to get to together until after the tour. If we still like each other by then.", I said.
Steven smiled and then our pancakes showed up. We ate them all and eventually we left and headed back out to the car.
"Hey can I kiss you one last time?", Steven asked.
"I would love that.", I responded.
He leaned in and softly kissed my lips before it turned into a heated make out session.
"Fuck", Steven whispered.
"Cars have backseats for a reason.", I smiled cheesy.
Steven grinned at me and then we jumped in the back and had soft and sweet sex one more time.
Eventually we were driving back to the house and both of us were giggling like little kids.
Once we got inside I saw Izzy and I remembered I had to tell him too.
"Hey Iz come smoke with me.", I said.
He wasted no time getting up and walking with me.  We got outside and I led him into the garden in the back. I lit up a joint and we both passed it back and forths.
"Hey Iz, I think I'm in love.", I spoke softly.
Izzy giggled and nudged my shoulder.
"To who? Our sexy bass player?", he asked playfully.
"What you knew too?", I questioned.
"I can see right through you baby.", he responded.
I laughed at him and then explained everything to him just like I did with Steven. He smiled at me and then spoke.
"So does that mean we can fuck in the garden?", he asked.
"I mean I would love to fuck in the garden.", I spoke seductively.
He took one last drag of the blunt and tossed it to the side before pulling me on top of him. We were leaned up against a tree and we were both high and wow that was an amazing experience.
Soon we walked back into the house high as fuck and hungry. We both went rambling through the kitchen in search for food and we heard Axl speak,
"God you fucking stoners.", he said.
We both laughed and then Vince walked down and spoke.
"Wow you and Izzy put on a good show in the garden!", he exclaimed.
Both of us busted out laughing and rolled our eyes at him before falling back onto the couch.
"What went down in the Garden?", Axl asked.
"Oh so me and Izzy summoned Satan and then we both fucked him", I spoke.
Izzy busted out laughing and we fell into each other laughing.
"Not what I sawww", Vince snickered.
We rolled our eyes but then Vince spoke
"Hey Axl we have cameras watching our garden so let's go watch it together.", he said.
"No! Don't watch that!", I yelled out.
Me and Izzy went running after them but by the time we reached them they were already watching the video.
"They we're just sitting by a tree smoking what are you talking about Barbie?", Axl asked.
"Just wait.", Vince spoke.
Soon Axl's eyes went huge and he looked over at us.
"Damn you guys could be porn stars.", Axl said.
"We'll technically Courtney is a porn star.", Vince spoke.
My eyes went wide and Vince pushed pass us laughing. Eventually we were in my room and all the guys came in behind us.
Vince pulled out the tape of me, Nikki, and Stephen and put it in. I decided to give up so I just went and sat beside Duff.
"Just letting you know. None of us remember doing this.", I whispered to him.
He nodded his head smiling at me and then the video started.
"Oh shit is that Stephen from Ratt?", Slash asked.
"Yeah", I responded.
"Oh shit that's Nikki.", Steven spoke.
They continued watching it and I was so embarrassed.
All of our moans echoed out of the tv while the guys watched like perverts.
"Shit this is the best porno I've ever seen!", Slash said.
I rolled my eyes at him and then Vince skipped to to end. The part where they were both fucking me.
"HOLY SHIT!", Axl screamed.
All the guys had their mouths open and looked shocked.
Eventually it ended and they were all laughing watching Vince and Tommy tie us up.
I put my head in my hands embarrassed and then Izzy spoke.
"Next time you wanna do that, me and Steven are down.", he said smirking.
I rolled my eyes at him and gave him a grin.
I looked around to see that all the guys had boners.
"You guys are dogs.", I said.
They all rolled their eyes and blushed a little bit and then I stood up.
"I'm gonna go smoke again. You guys killed my high.", I said.
I made my way back out to the garden and lit up another joint. I laid down on the grass and it felt so peaceful. Soon I felt someone lay beside me and I looked over to see Izzy. I passed him the joint and we laid in comfortable silence.
"I'm writing a song about this", Izzy spoke.
"Whatcha gonna call it?", I asked.
"The Garden", he responded.
I smiled at him and then spoke again,
"Let me know when it's finished. I wanna hear it.", said.
He nodded his head and took another drag from the joint.
"I'm gonna miss you while we're gone.", he spoke.
"I'll miss you too Iz.", I responded.
He turned towards me and smiled before resting his hand on my face.
"Why can't every girl be like you?", he asked.
"I'm sure there's plenty more whores out there.",
I spoke with a sad laugh.
"You're not a whore Courtney. If any guy went around and slept with people no one would bat an eye. Just because you like fuckin doesn't mean your a whore.", he spoke seriously.
"Thank you Iz", I responded.
He pulled me close to him and we cuddled on the grass after we finished the joint. Soon I heard Izzy start singing and my heart melted.
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She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stare too long, I'd probably break down and cry
———————-
He sang quietly and then I joined in at the chorus. We both sang the words soft and quiet and then Izzy stopped and looked into my eyes.
"I'd hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain.", he spoke softly
I blushed and cupped his face with my hand.
"Your voice is so beautiful Izzy.", I said.
He smiled at me while blushing and then kissed me. We both melted into the kiss and stayed cuddled up with each other for forever. We both lost track of time but then the sun started to set.
"Come on let's go in. I'm sure they probably think we got killed.", Izzy laughed.
I laughed with him and kissed him one more time before we stood up and walked towards the house. When we got in Steven yelled at us both.
"WHERE WERE YOU?? WE THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!!!!", he squeaked out.
"Stevie chill we we're just in the garden smoking a joint.", I said.
"FOR THREE HOURS???", he squeaked again.
"Shit I didn't know it was that long but yeah.", I responded.
Steven came up and wrapped his arms around me before speaking.
"Don't scare me like that baby.", he whispered.
I kissed his cheek and pulled away.
I announced that I was going to bed and then I went to my room and started getting ready for bed. I slipped out of my clothes and put on a lacy bra and panties to match and then I sat down at my vanity. I brushed out my long hair and then went and picked up my guitar. I started plucking the strings and then I started singing "Don't Cry".
I truly did love the song and I learned how to play it soon after I heard it.
"Don't you cry tonight, I still love you baby.", I sang out.
I continued playing and singing and once I stopped I heard clapping from the doorway.
I looked over to see all the Guns guys standing and clapping for me.
I blushed a little bit as they walked In the room.
"That was beautiful. You should sing on the song!", Slash exclaimed.
I laughed at him and then spoke.
"I do. I recorded back-up vocals for it with Axl.", I said.
Axl smiled at me while all the other guys faces dropped.
"That's who's singing!???", Duff exclaimed.
"Yep that's me.", I spoke.
"Wow", Izzy spoke softly.
I smiled at him and he returned it.
I got up and set my guitar down before crawling into my bed. Izzy laid down beside me and Duff took the other side while Axl and Slash got on the foot of the bed and laid out. Steven crawled over them and then laid on top of me and rested his head on my stomach.
"Hey how come you always get to lay on her?", Slash asked.
"Because I'm the smallest duh.", Steven spoke.
We all laughed and I placed my hands in his hair. He nuzzled his head into me and then placed a soft kiss on my stomach.
Axl turned on MTV and we all silently watched.
"And here is the song Burn In The Sun, by Angels of Death.", the person spoke through the tv. I smiled and watched as the video started playing. We were at the Go- Go playing and Cliff was right beside me. During the breakdown we were both banging our heads side by side and when I sung we were always looking at each other. I'm surprised no one caught on to what we had. That was the first guy I was really in love with and I miss him so much. The song ended and went back to the host person.
"We have word that Courtney Roses new band The Clovers are releasing a song! Tune in Friday at 7pm to hear it and see the video for it. I haven't seen it but I've heard that it's gonna be amazing!", they spoke.
I smiled at the tv and then leaned my head back. Izzy cuddled up next to me and soon I heard snoring. All the guys were out and I shut my eyes slowly falling asleep.
The next morning when I woke up all the guys were gone except for Steven. I groaned and cuddled up to him and I felt him wrap his arms around me.
"Good morning baby.", he spoke softly.
"Good morning cutie", I responded.
He giggled and kissed the top of my head before lifting my face up and kissing my lips.
"Steven stop fucking your girlfriend and come on. We gotta be on the plane in an hour.", Slash yelled.
We both groaned and he kissed me again before we got up.
"I like being called your girlfriend.", I spoke softly.
Steven flipped his head around and smiled a huge smile at me.
"What about Duff?", he asked.
"I Don't know Steven. I'm hoping once you guys come back I'll have it all figured out. Besides I didn't even like Duff until we had sex so I feel like that's not a good enough reason.", I spoke.
"When did you start liking me?", he questioned.
"The first night I met you. When we were all at the Whiskey and we all hung out together.", I spoke softly.
Steven stepped towards me and hugged me tight.
"Me too baby.", he whispered.
He pulled back and kissed my lips over and over again. We pulled away and I spoke.
"Come on you gotta get ready to leave", I said.
He groaned softly and then pulled me close to him.
"Can we do something first?", he asked.
I could feel his hard on rubbing against me and I smirked at him before reaching down and rubbing my hand against his length.
"What do you wanna do baby?", I whispered.
He moaned out and then spoke.
"Please just touch me baby", he mumbled.
I pushed him back on the bed and leaned down to him. I ran my hands down his body and then I pulled off his boxers. His cock sprung up and he let out a small whimper. I started kissing his neck and teasing him while he bucked his hips up at me. I pushed his hips down on the bed and continued kissing and sucking bruises on his neck.
"Fuck please baby.", Steven whimpered out.
His dick was throbbing and so I gave him what he wanted. I stood up and slid my panties off before getting on top of him and sliding onto him. He let out a loud groan and bucked his hips up going even deeper in me. I let out a moan and then started riding him. Soon Steven flipped us over and started pounding into me. He started thrusting slow and hard and it drove me crazy.
"Fuck baby I'm gonna cum.", I moaned out.
Soon we both reached out highs and fell back onto the bed. Steven was still inside of me while we laid cuddled up. He kissed me softly and then we heard Slash yell at us again.
"Oh my fucking god come on we're gonna be late!", he yelled.
Steven slowly pulled out of me and kissed me again before we got up and got dressed. We ran down the stairs and all the guys were waiting.
"What took you guys so long?", Axl asked.
"They we're too busy having hot goodbye sex to hurry up.", Slash snapped.
We rolled our eyes and then made our way to the van. We all got in and then Steven sat on the floor In front of me. He rested his head on my legs and we started driving. Soon I felt Steven opening my legs some and then he placed a kiss on the inside of my thigh. He put his head back on my leg and I continued to play with his hair and talk to the other guys. We got to the airport and I got out giving everyone big hugs. Steven came up last and we embraced each other.
"I'll see you soon baby. I love you.", I spoke.
"I love you too. I'll miss you so much.", he spoke softly.
In that moment I couldn't think of anything or anyone else around me. I kissed him softly and then pulled me in closer deepening the kiss. We slowly pulled away and Steven kissed my head.
"Goodbye beautiful.", he said.
"Goodbye cutie.", I responded
We gave each other sad smiles and I watched them all walk away before I got back in the van with Nikki. He drove off and then he spoke.
"You're in love with Steven.", he stated.
"Why do you think that?", I questioned.
"I can see it! Everyone thinks you're in love with Duff but I can see that's not true. You have that sparkle in your eyes when your with Steven.", he said.
"What sparkle?", I asked confused.
"When your in love you have a sparkle in your eyes. I noticed it when I first met you. You were on stage and I saw it and then when you got off it was gone but then Cliff came up behind you and hugged you and as soon as you saw him your eyes returned with that smile. Every time he was around your eyes would sparkle and when he was gone so was your sparkle. I haven't seen that sparkle since he passed but then Steven showed up.", He spoke.
Everything started making sense. I was in love with Steven. He was the one I loved.

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