"What else do I need to do to prove to you that I'm here Y/N, that I'm all in?" Ariana asked as she looked up from my chest.
I sighed deeply and shook my head.
"Baby, please.." I then felt her small hand come underneath my chin, making me look back at her. "I mean what I say Y/N."
"I'm sure you do Ari, and it's not that I don't believe you. It's just-"
She sat up flipping her hair over to one side of her shoulder. "Just what? Come on, talk to me please I'm begging you at this point."
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Just staring up at her put me in a literal trance. This right here is my issue with all of this, of course I always knew my feelings for Ariana never went away. But god, how did I get pulled back in so quickly?
I mean what if she's just playing with me all over again. Then I'll be stuck exactly where I was before, and I'll be the one left broken-hearted.
"This is so wrong. We shouldn't even be doing this."
"What, there's nothing wrong with two people showing their love for each other."
I sat up and moved my arm from around her. I was now faced away from her on the edge of the bed.
"Wow, so is this your way of saying you regret sleeping with me?"
"Ariana don't even-"
"No Y/N, you don't! I'm so sick of dancing around this damn situation, you never wanna talk it out with me. How am I supposed to know what you're feeling if you don't talk."
My jaw clenched and I stood up from the bed. "It's not that I don't want to talk or work things out Ariana. But you have to understand how difficult this is for me."
She turned her head up at me and frowned as she sat on her knees in front of me. "Difficult for you Y/N, seriously. I'm right here, right here! I've been here the entire time since we've been doing this shit!"
"Ok Ariana what do you want from me? How do you expect me to be able to trust you now, just because you say you love me and want to be with me? Let's remember you said it all before." I snapped at her before I knew it.
"Well there goes the truth huh?" She laughed as she wiped her face.
I shook my head and took a step towards her. "Wait- Ari I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that."
She looked at me and shook her head. "No, no you did. But I can't really blame you."
The expression on her face hurt me, because I realized that I was the reason for that.
I slowly reached over and grabbed her hands in mine. "Ariana, look at me."
Ariana's eyes flickered over to mine before she looked away. "I'm sorry, I'm such a fuck up!"
