Chapter 5: So What's It Like? Being Dead And All?

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TW: Suicide, Swearing, Gore

It finally happened. He hit rock bottom. Well the concrete surrounding the school was actually what he hit, but same thing y'know?

The wind flowing through his hair was comforting. It made him feel like he was flying. Nothing was real at that moment. It was freeing.

He felt a sudden force. A pressure bring extreme pain to every place on his body. He had never felt so much pain at once. He tried to scream, but his voice was gone.

In an instant, as fast as the pain had come, it was gone. He couldn't see anything, but at least didn't have to feel the pain anymore. He could no longer think. His mind was blank.

He heard screaming from off in the distance. The screaming was soon followed by yelling. Next the sirens came.

He could see again, but it was no longer through his own eyes. It was like looking through a mirror. He was looking back in time.

He watched himself fall, though it seem distorted, slower. He saw himself hit the ground with a sickening crack of his fragile bones. His blood splattered all around, almost imminently hitting everything in sight and forming a pool under his limp body.

The only difference he saw rewatching his death was that there was, in fact a person around. Before he hit the ground, the front door of the school opened. Out walked a blonde haired, red eyed, slightly bloody boy.

Bakugo walked out as Midoriya hit the ground. His mouth hung open. His eyes, opened in surprise, fixed on the bloody body in front of him. Blood splattered on his clothing, hands, and face.

A scream brought him out of his trance. He looked at where it came from. He saw one of the female teachers that usually hung around school to finish up her work.

He quickly realized the situation. He started yelling at her to call an ambulance. She got out her phone, dialing the number and frantically shouting at the other line. Bakugo ran up to he mangled corpse in front of him.

Having no idea what to do in a situation like this, the knelt down to the body. He tried to assess the damage the best he could. He didn't want to check his pulse on his neck, fearing Midoriya might have a broken neck and touching it could kill him, if he wasn't dead already.

That's when the tears started. Midoriya could actually die or, worse, already be dead.

And it would be Bakugos fault.

He knew he messed up, but not like this. He thought maybe Midoriya would start fighting back. Maybe he would actually hate him. Not be 'friends' with him.

He didn't think Midoriya would kill himself.

But he did. And it was Bakugos fault. At least that's what Bakugo believed. He was somewhat right, but it wasn't only him. Midoriya never told anyone though, so he would keep thinking that.

Soon enough, sirens could be heard in the distance, fast approaching. Bakugo continued to look at Midoriya, bleeding, until the paramedics hauled him away from Midoriya. They brought him away from the body even as he screamed for them to let go. He needed to see this, it was his doing.

Midoriyas vision cut out again. He could hear the sirens more clearly now. He heard screaming and talking. Everything went at a faster pace, people running around, shouting things that he couldn't make out over all the noise.

Police soon came, some talking the job of holding Bakugo back while the rest went into the building to look for any remaining students. When they came back down, they were holding a yellow backpack, a note, and a pair of red shoes in their gloved hands.

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AN: I'm changing 'Bakugo' to 'Katsuki' while his mother's around.

Katsuki and Mitsuki were the only ones at the hospital for hours. Eventually, Inko showed up, looking exhausted. They all waited, not a single one saying a word for hours on end.

A doctor came up to them, holding a brown clipboard in his hands. He told them that he was sorry for their loss and that they tried their best.

But nothing that they did mattered, because he was dead before he got to the hospital.

He was really, truly dead. At last, he got what he had wanted.

His mother didn't cry. Neither did Mitsuki. Katsuki did. He cried because he was the one that caused this. He tried to hide his tears, to stop the from flowing. No matter what he did, he couldn't stop crying.

And Midoriya saw it all.

He was mad at his mother. He was indifferent to Mitsuki. He was confused at Katsuki.

He didn't understand why Katsuki was crying if this is what he wanted. He decided to hold off messing with him for a while. Just until he was back to being a dick.

But his mother on the other hand, now he could do whatever he wanted with her.

'That bitch. She looks bored. Her son died and she's fucking bored.' He thought, glaring at his mother.

Inko felt a chill go up her spine. The hairs on the back of her neck raised. She passed it off as being cold and uncomfortable. The hospital visit was quite awkward for her after all. There was Katsuki, who wouldn't stop crying. And all of the doctors giving her weird looks. She had many doctors ask if she was, indeed, his mother.

After filling out paper work and doing what was needed, Inko left. The Bakugos had left earlier, Mitsuki forcing Katsuki.

Most of Midoriyas things were sold off buy the mother. She didn't keep anything to herself. She didn't want to be reminded of him. She finally had a chance to start new and she wasn't going to let he son get in the way anymore.

The few things that weren't sold off were given to Katsuki. One of those things being a note. The note he saw the police grab. Midoriyas suicide note.

He stared down at it. He didn't want to read it. To be reminded of all the awful things he did. To read his own name along the lines of reason Midoriya killed himself.

But he did anyway. Midoriya deserved that, after all that had happened. He owed it to Midoiya to read every last line.

He slowly unfolded the paper and started to read.

AN: Hello you beautiful losers! That cliffhanger am I right?;) That face looks kinda scary lol. Anyways, I wanted to thank everyone that reads thing, once again. There are so many more views than I thought there would be! It makes me incredibly happy and gives me the motivation to write more! :> I love all of you guys so much! <3 Thank you once again for reading. I hope you have a great day or rest of your day or whatever! :]

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